please dont read this it really sucks!!!!!!!!!!!!!
|Posted by anonymous at July 13, 2012|
i don't know whether i will tell my story in a interesting way or not.....pls bare it.....
I'm a girl..doing my final year engineering...
at present staying in my hostel..and I'm a south Indian..
i want to really explain my family situation...
we got loan for my brother to study in London...about 18 lakh i think so..both of my parents are working...my brother he went to study for a year..he completed his course..due to his bad time he dint get any jobs there(there was recession in UK tat time)..he was working in a part time job there ..later my parents want him to come here...i don't know why the reason was...in the mean time my father lost his job..so my mother was struggling a lot in her work...she used to do all her work by herself in home and then go to her work..my father simply sitting in home..he wont even move a thing in home but telling all fault in my mother if she doesn't do anything...and he wont even allow her to rest when she comes from her work ..in this type of situation
the loans interest we have to pay for every 2months that was around like Rs.35000 My mothers salary was Rs.32000..think so how our family will be managing..
by brother son of bitch what he did...he was in love with somebody a British girl(i don't know that was really love)..and that girl got PREGNANT...he told these things to my parents and he wants them to help him to marry that girl...what my parents will do????????
then coming to me..I'm a average student girl..i will understand my family situation and act towards like that...you know even for my birthday i dint ask them anything.being a college girl u guys know how it'll be..my father from my childhood he doesnt allow me to go any where even when i was so small...when i was studying in school... aiyo...you dont know how he made me cry..that things were very stress full..i even want to die..he dont want me to talk any of the boys even the girl friends were restricted(i.e)if he likes i can be friend with them..my choice of group in my 12th and my engineering,,all was his choice..my mother have no gutts to talk against him...(do u know my wish was doing ca :()..even none of my relatives likes him...even his own brother......
my current situation ...
I'm in final year applying for jobs..we engineering students have a group in Facebook...my Facebook u c i don't even chat with anybody simply for keeping contacts with my seniors ...and my father gave me bunch of newspapers and said me to read that,,,,that was about the persons who caught in police who had fake profiles ....(my father he really dont know what his facebook)i explained for him for what im in facebook..he dont want to understand ...and he was just yelling at me and he gave me a nice slap....then i removed my fb profile...then for a week he was talking to me nicely...i was busy applying for intern's and jobs...then he came to my college another time ...he was not talking to me nicely..i dont why he acted like that...some time went...he asked why were you in LinkedIn ..i told that when i was applying for interns and jobs they were asking..again he dint even understand what i was telling....shouted..beated..i dont know now what to do ..life really sucks...from my childhood im not allowed what id like to do..even choosing a dress of my choice... u c i know how to be safe... im 20 now ..he directs me every tsingle thing i do...u people think so reading this story...its only about linkedin and fb ..not all...he always compares me to somebody and treats me like slave ,not only me my mother also..
in this situation i want to commit suicide or i want to kill my father,what can i do pls u people give me suggestion>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>