Why do people treat me like this? | Posted by anonymous at July 8, 2012 | Tags: July 2012 |
i was raped in fith grade by a seventh grader. the guy went to a coocoo house and came back when i was in eith grade and raiped me again. i supposevly have brain issues now because he hurt my head. im not like insane i just cant read right any more and i need an aid. everyone thinks im phsyco and i need help and pitty me when i feel like theres nothing wrong with me. i have to go to therapy evey week, i cant go anywhere alone, and i go to a "special school". i just wish it all would stop and i could be normal.
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Be bold even if you are wrong. Its the inner strength..... You are the queen of your life
Then Jesus said "Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest.
I caught up with him once in the ghetto (the one in Warsaw) and we did some Jew break dancing and listened to some Elvis tracks. One thing led to another and I ended up balls deep in him and he said, "I want to cuddle".
Lol what a fag!
did your aid help you write your post?
I had this cat whose name was bill, but he got caught in our chimney one time and we had a fire and bill fell back down and burned his tail which we had to cut off because it was burned to shit so we called him Nubs the Chimney Coon.
Anyway, Nubs liked to sit at the corner and wait for the tard cart and the little droolers would come off and happily scream "PAY WIT NUB PAY WIT NUB PAY WIT NUB!!!!!" and Nubs, having expected something completely different, would run away into the raspberry bush and the rits would follow him and get all stickered up from the thorns.
Good stuff and Nubs was, by definition, insane.
Anyway, all that is neither here nor there. The people in "special school" are shit your pants for fun and warmth crazy. Just batshit. I don't believe your story, unless you're Crystal Detloff, who is the only tard I ever knew who actually might have had a story close to yours , except she was the one who got some other tard to put his skin covered mayonnaise gun inside her and created a super tard that I think was taken away by the government to use the dna in experiments to see if they could make a "stupid powder" to use on spies.
...so they'd have some spook walk up to the spy and blow the powder in the face of the spy and then run away. Later, when the spy got back to moscow they were like "So comrade, tell us what you've learned about...."
and then the spy was like "PAY WIT NUB PAY WIT NUB PAY WIT NUB!!!!" ... so they shot him.
....anyway, you're not normal, and the voices in your head are real. It's true, you should do what they tell you. Next halloween be yourself. Put a bunch of chunky style peanut butter around your mouth and go as an asshole.
Second, no, I dont really believe that all of your story was the truth, hell you may even just be a troll, but just in case your not, heres my advice for you.
Yes, what happened to you was terrible, horrible, and should not ever happen to anyone, but it is in the past and its time to put it in your past and use it to make yourself stronger.
Stick with your counsiling, that is very important. what I would recomend you do is next time your just sitting in your room, or wherever you go that you use as your comfortable place, just force yourself to think, and just start writing, every thought that comes to your mind. it doesnt have to make any sense at all, just a mass of jumbled run on and partial sentences. as you right you will begin to notice that your thoughts, and your words become more and more articulated and understandable, dont hold back, remember its only you who is going to be seeing this. Write down all of those things that you havent told your counsiler or your friends or parents (we both know that they are there) when your done (id say set yourself a time or a page limit, like 30 minutes or 10 pages, you dont have to fill them all) just put it aside and go do something to distract yourself.
The next day go back and reread what you wrote, read it all, maybe even make notes of whatever new thoughts you have in the sidelines. do this for a couple of days, just rereading what you wrote and making notes and making notes on your notes until there is no more room to write on the pages. This deffinetly helped me with dealing with my own massively fucked up life and the ensuing developmental and mental issues.
Next, you could (though you dont have to) show your counsiler, not only will it show how youve progressed, but will also help them to understand and help you further.
Im no counsiler, but im just suggesting this to you because I know how much it helped me.
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