lmao!! lets all laugh at our pathetic self | Posted by Dandandan at June 22, 2012 | Tags: 2012 June |
so yea its still quite the irony. that i was discharge after 4 session into counselling. the shrink thinks im fine n now i dont have any1 to talk to anymore. i hated the shrink anyway. dam annoying foreign talents. now im all by myself with no friends or hardly any1 to talk to at home. no1 calls me or text me. beside those stupid text alert. n sometimes i be of high hope tht some1 actually cared to msg me but in the end its just a freaking spam. atleast hey i recieve a msg n my phone rang right? i dont even kne why i hve a freaking cellphonre . omg i have 2 hurray for me for the pretense of being popular n a socialite where its all a facade. well my 18 bday is up in 2 july. i hope i recieve a spam alert so atleast i could imagine some1 wishing me a happy birthday. i lost 3 kg. within a week. im gay cos im a fag who cant even score with a girl yet not even a guy lmao. im such a sorry state. that i cant be bothered anymore. all i do now is sleep go for a jog tan n pretend to talk to some1 on the phone while actually to myself whilst im outside window shopping. i had a friend but it died in december. i didnt knew cats r such loyal creatures love tht critter to death how i wish i would die. i feel so unmotivated empty in constant denial n crestfallen n i feel so freaking apathetic towards everything i duno but my life isnt as bad as most ppl here but how i wish i could be them just for a day . atleast i can know hw they feel. not to mention im deprive of sleep cos the new cat just wont freaking stfu. im sad. no job no life no nothing. well guys i hope u can use my story as a drive for u to break ur cycle cos dammit im trying hard first of
all is to take tht 1 giant leap of faith.ohwell guys ttyl | |
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