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in a bad emotional place

Posted by anonymous at June 15, 2012
Tags: Family  Job  2012 June

my story goes like this....At 15 my mom put me out to fend for myself. it was hard but i made it. had 2 kids 11 monthes apart by an abusive man who i left n hasnt done anything for my kids who are now 18 and 19. 14 years ago i met a man who truly loved and took care of me and my kids. now we have a 6 and 9 year old also. problem is we have no love for each other and stay together for the kids. my 18 year old son has a baby on the way n goes through legal problems all the time. my 19 year old daughter is having a baby by a bum. yes 2 grand kids on the way. i do everthing for my teens cuz i dnt want them where i was that young, but they are so ungratful and disrespectful. my other half of 14 years is like a miserable roomate. my job and boss suck! i pray for every person on here with a sad story. mine is nowhere near as bad as what ive read, but i am emotionally drained and dont see no way out.


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By anonymous at 22,Jun,12 11:46

Your story doesn't surprise me not one bit. Every story had something about molestation, abusive relationships, and it's pathetic. What pisses me off the most, is when people like yourself complain but yet continue to be in a whooping ass relationship, all because you think you can't support yourself and kids. Yet you still have more children by him even though he wasn't treating you right in the first place. Your 19 year old daughter is heading right into your footsteps where she too have a man who's probably beating the shit out of her and popping her up with kids. I do feel sorry for you a little, but you kind of brought this on yourself. Things just don't happened in life because you don't want it to, it happens because you ask it to. If you don't care about yourself, nobody else will. Your children learned exactly what they know and that is to put up with any situation rather it's bad because they saw what you been through.
By anonymous at 01,Aug,12 19:43

i think you should be a little kinder on the poor girl, you don't fully understand the psychology of women stuck in abusive relationships.

By Cursed at 22,Jun,12 13:58

Dear friend-
I understand your frustrations- making it on a single income trying to raise children with no help from a "dead-beat" dad, it must have been overwhelming at times? It's unfortunate that your children are disrespectful and ungrateful. We try our best to "provide" for our loved ones, but sometimes it seems like it's never enough! Hopefully, your kids will outgrow their selfishness. They will have to "grow" up now that they have babies themselves. I don't think people understand that once you have a child- you no longer are number one, and must put your children first. The responsibilities of raising children, can be a thankless task. But you are strong- you've had to be! And I am sure once your children become older, they too will realize just how unappreciative they were and regret being so self-centered.
As far as your relationship with your husband is concerned, try to talk with him. People fall in and out of love all the time. Stress, financial woes, infidelity, children, can tear
relationships apart. But it sounds like your husband is a good man- not abusive, and you do have two other children with him... Don't give up. Relationships are never a walk in the park. You have to take the good with the bad- no relationship is perfect, and if someone claims their's is, then they are either lying or in denial. Partners argue, vent, but hopefully in a manner that is constructive. Communicate with your man, let him know how you feel, and if all else fails, go to a marriage counselor. But I bet you can work it out if you put the effort forth...
Instill good things in your grandchildren, they will bring joy into your life- And remember, you are not alone in your suffering.
Best of luck-
By Douche time at 22,Jun,12 19:56

Cursed how about it.
By Cursed at 22,Jun,12 23:51

Summers Eve- it's the best.

By anonymous at 22,Jun,12 15:05

kids are useless sacks of crap, in this society they all turn out to be sluts and whores.

By Truth at 22,Jun,12 16:09

I think you should become a hooker. That way you would still be abused, but at least you'd be getting paid for it. You could make it a business with your kids and all, because clearly you're all a bunch of fuckups who only know how to do two things, fuck and get pregnant, so at least you'll always have a new batch of employees coming up for your business.I prayed for you a few minutes ago, but Jesus told me to fuck off. He doesn't much care for you I guess. I can go around him though...god owes me.

By anonymous at 26,Jun,12 02:57

oh god....seems like you really have a lot of problems..
By anonymous at 27,Jun,12 22:57

NO SHIT!!!!!!

By anonymous at 30,Jun,12 22:19

so what if there is no love

the idea that love can sustain itself for more than even a few years is a goddamn myth

you are upset because life isn't a fairy tale?

here's an idea, save up an take the kids to disney world

By anonymous at 01,Jul,12 22:05

Here's an idea: Stop screwing men who will abuse you. You have no self respect, so why would anyone else respect you?

By anonymous at 02,Jul,12 03:21

Go to peacefullpillhandbookdotcom and see about ordering a helium hood aka exit bag. seems to be a great way to do it, you just lose consciousness very fast and then drift away. off yourself peacefully, just assemble it, crinkle the bag up on top of your head so there is no air in it, open the tank and exhale then pull the hood down over your head and take a deep breath in, you will pass out almost instantly and never wake up.
may you find peace

By anonymous at 01,Aug,12 19:40

wow this one really does suck. sorry about that. hope things get much better for you soon

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