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Posted by WTF at June 5, 2012
Tags: Alcohol  2012 June

last age i remember was about 13 or so.. always depressed, impending doom was always on my mind,

13-17 i dug myself into video games, never leaving my dark room.

18-21 drinking myself retarded, managed to get a numerous arrests for drunk in public, a DUI and domestic violence with an ex.

21-25 still drinking, only now the effects of long term alcohol abuse are pretty
obvious. still depressed, thoughts of impending doom are way more apparent than
ever. life itself is meaningless and void of any thought of well being. i start
to question any worth in continuing to live a life like this.

26-30 ?


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By anonymous at 10,Jun,12 12:33

What's the reason for your depression? Start getting healthy: quit alcohol, go to the gym and take control of your life. No one is going to do it for you and no one will care for you as much as you do.
By anonymous at 10,Jun,12 15:29

And don't forget a wholesome diet either. Depression is so often a physiological condition. Get vitaminin D or lot's of sunshine.
By anonymous at 10,Jun,12 17:12

So true, sometimes when I find myself not leaving the house as much I notice how my attitude just sucks and I start to get depressed or upset. We don't realize how much control we really have. It's the simple things in life that change our whole attitude. Water for example.

By anonymous at 10,Jun,12 13:03

epic story

By anonymous at 10,Jun,12 15:58

26-30, smoke pot.
By anonymous at 20,Mar,13 20:19


By broken at 10,Jun,12 15:59

26-30 is where you will realise you are a woman stuck in a man's body so you will apple for surgery to have your little penis removed

And your doctor will sell your amputated dick to queers for chewing gum
By anonymous at 10,Jun,12 17:13

Yeah, that made so much sense.
By Owned at 11,Jun,12 04:06 Fold Up

You are the sorriest waste of bandwidth I've ever had the astonishment of experiencing. Do you know that professionals who deal with mental instability visit this site often to observe behaviour. Do you know that all these individuals who put their thoughts are being more honest then most judicial participants. We have found that those who can be honest benefit with the ability to find a solution to a problem they, as can be seen, are fully aware of.

You however are different, You don't realise you have a problem and so will not search for a way to remedy your problem. lucky for you the disgust that most people feel when you are around is enough to classify you as the lowest form trash that had the benefit of existing as nobody on the internet. Luckily if a natural disaster had to happen in your area and you happened to die then that would one less saddening aspect of the said disaster. If hell exist it awaits you and if it doesn't I'm pretty sure you'll live you soon.

So toughen the fuck up and get ready for a world of hate which is ten times worse the the she-man who slapped you and fucked like the disposable human you are.

or else you could just apologise and from now on realise that most of these people don't care much for your crap attempt at trolling. Apologise and make your life mean more then condom still stuck in your ass. Help people out. be nice. be human. Your negative comments are the most impact you may have on this world. and the worse they are the less we feel for you. Actually your just a piece of shit... I give you 7 days.

BTW. professionals have been observing your comments and you might have a self destructive personality disorder. If I gave you the true term for the disorder then you'd probably find the correct medication for it? You only deserve what I give... 7 Days
By anonymous at 11,Jun,12 07:50

Omfg this cunt is having a copy and paste competition with itself....

Lol fag
By anonymous at 11,Jun,12 11:32 Fold Up

If I go to another story and see this moron post the same comment, I'm going to fucking burn this bastard alive.
By anonymous at 11,Jun,12 20:06

Through the internet? I need to see this.
By anonymous at 20,Mar,13 21:29 Fold Up

oh my god that was gnarly as fuck

By anonymous at 10,Jun,12 19:56

My brother in law was about as hard-core as a person can get.
Homeless & living out of dumpsters.He got connected with AA
and 7 yrs.latter still sober.I went there for a couple of birthdays and I felt more love there than I did from my own church.Give it a try.

By anonymous at 11,Jun,12 17:49

Let's see, umm how you say your life turned out, you'll be dead before you get in your mid 30s. I mean AA and drug anonymous is like screaming out your name right now. If you keep using drugs your brains will disappear, if it already hasn't, your liver will come decompose and you'll have to be on a waiting list for a new one. And I'll tell ya, there isn't any promises that you'll get one, so you pretty much a dead bastard.

By anonymous at 15,Jun,12 21:45

Okay now it's not that bad. You need to change what you drink. Go on a 2 week bender with the cheapest bum wine you can. Stock your shelves with cases. Once the hallucinations and dt's end you'll swear off alcohol forever.

By anonymous at 01,Sep,12 18:36

and my final comment to all you degenerates who have harassed me is FUCK YOU ASSHOLES.

By anonymous at 16,Nov,12 21:17

Welcome to my world. I'm 44 now and have been a heavy drinker since I was 14. With hindsight, and lots of hangover experience, I know now that my unhappiness was primarily caused by alcohol.

You are still young, there is still time for you to give up alcohol and live a normal life. It is well known that alcohol causes depression; I guarentee you that if you give up now, while there is still time and before you become addicted, you will gain the confidence that you crave and a few years from now you will wonder what all the fuss was about. Good Luck.
By anonymous at 20,Mar,13 20:18

yea alcohol definately causes problems when it gets out of control. same thing for drugs. i took my sad shitty life and made it worse by sex, drugs and rock and roll. lmao there was a moment or two when it was fun as hell though. now i'm dealing with the consequences and just wishing i had a normal happy life.

By anonymous at 16,Nov,12 21:20

By the way, the only option is for you to give up alcohol. Nothing else will work. Believe me, I have much more experience than you.

By anonymous at 16,Feb,13 01:52

Yeah fuck it... just keep drinking.

By anonymous at 20,Mar,13 20:13

alcoholism is your problem. i'm an alcoholic too and it cost me a lot. but it is an addiction. i still am an alcoholic and drink but i have come a long way. i never used to be able to put down the bottle because of the craving and now i dont get cravings as often and dont have to drink much. i'm still dealing with the damage it has done to my life bit by bit. it's even harder when there is little opportunity for earning a decent living. life is just really rough but alcohol just makes it worse.

By anonymous at 30,Dec,16 13:02

The Grocery Bagged Cock Sucker has more brains than all of you twobit sons of motherfuckers. All of you twisted cunt suckers have no idea.

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