I am in my late 20s and for the past months have been very depressed and hopeless. I am tired of being alone. I feel that when I was younger girls were more into me, but now it's been failure after failure. I don't know what a relationship is, the only time I had a girlfriend was when I was 19 years old and it lasted 2 months. I am embarrassed to keep getting older and not having a girl by my side. I am not ugly, I dont know what is wrong with me. I am new to the city where I live right now so most of my friends and family are far away. I am grateful to have a job, but I am starting to hate it.
I miss my mom. She killed herself two years ago. I miss 10 years ago. I dont know how to come out of the hole that i am in. i started drinking and doing drugs and then i really got worried, so i stopped. i am not drinking or doing any drugs right now, but i dont feel ANY better. I just feel so much more in touch with my pain and my loneliness.
I put on such a good front. Nobody suspect the way I feel. I dont want them to feel pitty for me, that is why i am writing this post here under an anonymous name. this is how i really feel. | |
Always remember my words
"Never chase for success but for excellence...success will come automatically."
Also please come out of drugs and alcohol.
Extended family? Try and contact them - you have more in common with them than you may think. Just reach out to people, anyone, and share your feelings with them. Try calling a help line if need be. It will make you feel much better, trust me. It is natural for human beings to feel alone - we all feel alone and lonely at times, it's normal. By reaching out and sharing with others, we eleviate this problem to a level where we can at least cope better with it.
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