I am a young boy at the age of 11 and i already feel the need to die. My mom tries to help me (or at least that what she says) but only makes it worse. School is very challenging for me. I feel very UN-intelligent and, well, just sad. I cry every night, always sin have expectations that are asking for to much. I love my parents, they really are just trying to help, and i understand that, but all they do is tell me what i did wrong, never what i did right. Am i alone on this, or do other people fell similar too. I have made friends with ease, and they like me, i like them, but i fell the need to constantly play with them and things like that. They are also very smart, i mean VERY smart, and they expect me to be naturally gifted with some super smart drug or something. My parents cant help, i just feel depressed, i LOVE playing electronics, just because it makes me feel happy, but my parents always say YOUR LIFE IS A MESS or YOU WILL BECOME NOTHING! I know they don't mean it, or at least i hope they don't. this is really minor and i understand that, but i feel more comfortable telling people like you who don't know me rather than telling adults or relatives and friends. Any help. No suicide because i do not want to go to hell, not burn for eternity, but i feel i will go there either way.. :( | |
I can't tell you what to believe, you decide for yourself if there is a God or not.
Secondly, the fact that you are young and are seeking help is evidence enough that you have a glimpse of awareness within you. My advice, see of you have any musical talent. If there is an instrument in your house, ask to get lessons. Do nothing except practice music. Screw school and the soulless, lifeless, idiotic, robotic beings that inhabit that place. You may find joy out of this miserable existence.
Stay strong.
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my 12 years old son still think and behave like a baby.
you said you cry every night because of the pressure.
any 11 years old should not be depressed. Your parents are not doing their job.
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