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Tired of life

Posted by bobbie at May 15, 2012
Tags: Attitude  2012 May

I am so sick and bloody tired of not getting what I want in my life. All my negative voices keep me convinced that I don't deserve anything good in my life. Why is it that we can`t stop these voices from crushing our spirits and making us feel like crap.

I prayed tonight for help and didn't get it and now I just want to crawl under a rock and die there. I have been working on myself for so many years to reach a place of peace and just when I think I reached it... pooof I crash and burn.

I am so tired of picking myself up each time that at times it just seems easier to just give up. Even as I write this, I am not finding anything to give me hope.

If there is life after death, it must be much better than my life right now... so why stay...

God help me find a reason tonight, send me a sign of promise that my dreams will come true. I am not ready to give up but I need help.


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By anonymous at 15,May,12 09:25

Don't give up. That's what the devil wants you to do!! And he lies all the time to God's people because he wants you to be depressed and end up killing yourself.... (You're going to hell when you kill yourself).

What I can advice you is that move closer to God with your all.... Surround yourself with good people, or listen to Good Christian music and motivational sermons. It works for me all the time.

Conclusion: Don't let the devil deceive you. Jesus is ready to help you if you seek him with everything.

I love you!!
By anonymous at 16,May,12 08:05

Jesus loves it in the ass
By anonymous at 08,Sep,12 02:57 Fold Up

God Devil love hate ? im fucking sick and tired of all people preaching fuck you... don't tell people they are going to hell this world is hell and fuck your god if he judges me and send me to hell..... Humans we are a cancer to this world there is no fucking God just bacteria that we are when we die we rot and thats it.... where the fuck is this all mighty god thats full of love and hope where the fuck is he.. listen clearly no God no Devil just fucking people.....


By anonymous at 15,May,12 10:09

Try your best and forget the rest! Life is amazing if you try to do things your really love. Try something completely different, a fresh new start. A new path into the life of things you really love. And don't let anyone pull you down. They are silly, and clueless. Only you know yourself the best.


By anonymous at 15,May,12 13:31

While it's true that God loves you and wants to help you you need to do your part as well.... Although God can give you everything you need to fight for it
It may take a long time but in the end it's worth it

God bless


By anonymous at 15,May,12 15:15

while it's true you should turn to god when you do life will not be all butterflies and rainbows...
but it does get better


By anonymous at 15,May,12 15:44

hei your way of writing or way of expression is good.....i really liked it....Iam an Indian aged 24......i am going through the same trauma u r.......may be we can find something good in very recent.......will pray for you my friend......


By indian 24 at 15,May,12 15:46

i will not ask you tocry to God or pray more...but trust yourself.....you are above eveything.....


By anonymous at 15,May,12 15:53

Bobbie:
I feel the same way. It's the trying over and over that gets you down. I feel like I've been beaten down so much I don't want to get up.

I thought about suicide for a long time (evey day for 6 months). One day I said to my self that I had to stop thinking and either do it or not. I decided that, if heaven didn't exist, I've lost my only chance. So, I stopped thinking about it and haven't gone back to it. It wasn't really a good option for me.

Now, I take one day at a time - that's about all I can handle. I find getting out in public and interacting with other people helps. I think less about my own problems when I have to focus on interacting with others. I just atarted reading "Excuses Begone" by Wayne Dyer - hope it helps.

I don't want to offer advice because I know I don't want to hear any from anybody. I can say that you're not alone and maybe you can draw some strength from that. Knowing that someone miles away shares your experience and cares about your life can make a difference.

Peace.


By anonymous at 16,May,12 01:23

"Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy and my burden is light." Matthew 11:28


Alot of times God has to mold us by using a pick axe. What I mean by that is that God can use suffering to develop our charector, to make us stronger, to make us more like jesus, to sanctify us. What doesn't kill you makes you stronger. God does have a plan for your life, he loves you immenesly. Trust in him, repent of sin, put jesus at number one in your life, not yourself. Read the bible to get a better understand of this, and to grow spiritualy.


Honestly, I dont know why your going through what your going through. God has his reasons, but it could be a number of things. Alot of the time suffering will bring us closer to him. Thats what God wants. It doesn't mean God wants you to live a miserable life but there may be seasons of suffering, just remember those seasons of suffering dont last forever.

His goal is to make you His!! His goal is not to get you what you want.. it is to get you what you need!!

Jesus will provide, he knows your pain, he knows everything about you and your past, present, and future. He loves you so much that he died on the cross for your sin. If you dont know Jesus, then you should. He can heal, he can change you, your life, and your life circumstances. Be comforted in knowing that HE loves you and has a path set out for you. Come near to God and God will come near to you. Seek after him!

Regards,


By anonymous at 16,May,12 03:20

You are a human being and not some land-water creature! (a crab)! The 2nd commenter is plumb right; sort things out and only focus on what counts. Don't listen to silly, judgemental people who just want to drag you down. hang in there.


By Milla at 16,May,12 05:45

Crawl on crabby. Such a cliche but life is a fat, slimy bitch so learn to screw it. I'm giving no advice to anyone as i couldn't care less what you miserable, pathetic, purposeless, socially inferior pieces of shit are going through.
Gawd, this world is so full of scumbags and you just can't trust anyone.


By anonymous at 17,May,12 00:27

Sometimes I wonder, what is the point of all this? Happy, sad, rich, poor, beautiful, ugly... what does it all mean and why does it matter? what are their purposes?

all I know is that you must have faith and courage to survive each day. First and foremost, faith in the idea that everything exists and happens for a reason, and courage to carry out the will of the universe.

when life is stressful, find your inner peace. when you feel discouraged, have hope, combine the two and serenity will envelope you.


By anonymous at 08,Sep,12 03:00

FUCK GOD stop brainwashing people and spreading falls hope... you people sicken me... the bible is the tool of the devil if he even exists...... what kind of god judges and punishes people ;pkasrjw GN[I V[Ba" KILL EVERYONE


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