| Posted by anonymous at November 12, 2009 |
1 day me and my mum when out to buy some food so we entered the Shop..Well, LIke normal she goes and find her things and i go see mine....And then its about 1hour later i wondering why my mum shop so long...Then i tried to call by her cell phone....She answered and said (why so long do i have to wait for you, and i said "why you just cant call me and tell me that you finish shopping?) And then she scold me like a DOG....and i said in a calm voice, relax la mum..y you so angry in sudden? She just ask me to get out frm the house and dont want to see me anymore useless son....
!!!!!FucK My Own MUM!!!! |
| Posted by anonymous at November 11, 2009 |
I feel as though I've been abandoned by everyone. By friends, family, love, and god.
I fell in love with my ex-girlfriend 2 years ago, and she brought true happiness in my life. I would've done anything to please, and I thought the opposite for her. Weeks back, she breaks up, wishing to concentrate on her school work. Yesterday, I see her with someone else.
I wanted to go to art school, but last minute discoveries led to financial problems, and despite the wishes and promises my family say they would fulfill, I couldn't go. My dreams of being an animator are crushed by this. Now I've spent the fall semester doing nothing but staying at home and sleeping. Spring semester, I go to college, only to do a major I have no interest in participating in.
As for God, now, he just seems to never be there. I look for him, but nothing answers. Nothing answers besides pain, depression, sorrow, and sadness.
After she left me, I can't find a reason to stay here in this world. I want to die, move on from this place, and if eternal nothingness is at the end of that transition, so be it. Better than living without her, anyhow. Only reason I don't is because I have to repay my family, for all the time they've wasted on raising me. Only reason.
Fucking shit sucks. |
| Posted by anonymous at November 11, 2009 |
hey guys...
every single of u has come to this page to tell their story... its the only place u can tell it and feel no sorry for yourself... to know that no one will judge u...
u know what ...no matter what ...no matter what your life is , there is something u should keep fighting for... i dont know what will be , like a family, a girl, a boy, a sister or a bro, a friend... but no matter what someone out there cares for u...
me i lost my best friend, i fell in love with a boy who cheated on me, i fail in exams , my parents has no much money and i work in a job which it doesnt pay me well...
well the thing is to see the things on the opposite turn... yeah i lost my friend... maybe he wasnt worth it to be my friend... i lost my bf ...so what??? there are many fish on the sea.... i fail on my exams..i will give them again... i hate my job but i love the ppl who work there... they are like my second family... and yeah ,my parents has no money but im sure we will handle it somehow... i try to do it all fine just to assure a better life for my baby sister... and im gonna fight for her...
so GUYS DONT STOP FIGHTING.... no matter what how stupid is this fucking world, its in your hand to make it a little more better place for u or someone u love... just keep fighting... keep yout heads up...
ps. sorry for my english but i m not American or live in Ameirca... |
| Posted by What's the Point? at November 10, 2009 |
Two years ago I was diagnosed with a night vision impairment which made it impossible to continue my Ramp work with DELTA AIRLINES. I worked in a position where I was required to drive one day work on a computer the next-- my shift: 3:15pm -- 11:45pm, wouldn't the OBVIOUS option for "REASONABLE ACCOMODATION" *which is required by the law* be to allow me to do the driving part while it's daylight and the computer parts at night? (We rotated days so the same tasks were done everyday)-- but NO, throw me out to SEDWICK your disability management company, who gets paid to keep me in their system-- OH DID I MENTION THAT ALL OF THIS HAPPENED THE WEEK BEFORE MY WEDDING?? I was on paid leave for a year, and then they stopped paying me-- I would LOVE to sue Delta Airlines, but as I am broke and have a husband and father [who has hated me from birth- I ruined his life simply by birth] still working for them-- so it's out of the question. I have exhausted ALL of my employment opportunities-- I don't remember where I've applied, and re-applied, and re-applied, anymore. I'm overly qualified for micky D's-- too young for walmart and generally not up to par for everybody else. The only way this could suck more: Losing my husband... can't say I could blame him though. Would be a smart move to get on with his life. |
| Posted by Kirsten at November 9, 2009 |
I hate my life. My parents hate me, I only have two friends (one of which hates me), AND I have been abused mentally and physically. My own father has called me retarded and stupid, then he got mad at me because I cried. You don't say that to a thirteen year old girl. I heard them talking and they said that "they didn't know what they were going to do with me and that they were tired of me." They wouldn't care if I killed myself and they would be better off without me anyway. Your thinking "Whatever, thats not so bad." Bull crap. I'm so freaking pissed right now its not even funny. I have been hurt in so many ways and I can't do a thing about it! I cry myself to sleep hoping the next day I won't fight with my parents. I can't vent to ANYONE because nobody CARES and because I only have two friends. My heart has been broken so many times and I don't know what to do about it. I swear, sometimes I feel like just letting go and giving up on everything. I really do. Everyone thinks I just want attention, but I don't. I just want to be loved and have friends. Nobody understands my hurt or my pain. My boyfriend broke up with me because he said he wanted to be single. Then that day his cousin told me he was cheating on me the WHOLE FUCKING TIME. Now he is going out with a girl that said she would never do anything to hurt me. Can't get worse right? Wrong. My parents are now going through a divorse and i'm moving to a little 1 bed 1 bath apartment with my mom and lil brother. LIFE... |
| Posted by anonymous at November 9, 2009 |
My ex broke up with me had sex with his prego best friend becuase he thought he loved her then asked me back out and told be about it. He's a ass!!! |
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Posted by anonymous at November 8, 2009 |
Life sucks when you have lost 10,000s of $ on things you never get and things you don't need and losing 10,000s of $ because parents take them. And now no money. My main torture is my illness, tho.. |
| Posted by Richard Lukens at November 8, 2009 |
I got leuikema when I was 6 or 7 years old. I almost died 4 times and was in Childrens Hospital in Ciccinati Oh for a total of two and half years. I made it out but with a hell of a lot of health problems. It seems like more and more keep popping up. I tried to go back to school twice but they treated me like a piece of fucking shit! I finished school in 2006 without a car or a job. I'm 21 now still no car or job. I would like to have a girlfriend but I don't think any cute girls like me. I've tried twice now and it did'nt work. |
| Posted by gummie at November 7, 2009 |
life just feels like everything is on top of me i dont have a bad life but i just feel numb!! i hurt myself just so i can fell something!!! i brake my arm r a finger r cut my cheek just so anybody might take notice of me!! i kinda feel like if i hurt myself bad enough it maight make people reliase me and what i do for them!!! last nite i took a shit load of pills and went asleep but woke up in the same life!!! i might be an attention seeker i dont know but all i know is that i am getting slowly ripped apart!!! |
| Posted by eddie at November 6, 2009 |
We're all trapped.Each of us is stuck being who we are. Sometimes we fight to change ourselves, but ultimately this has little effect. We can change what we do, but we cannot change who we are.
My life sucks mate's i lost my job my Girlfriend everything i ever had i swear this is so frustating man i never thought i would ever see this day
i dont want to go back to the person i was once before
all the best for all of you reading this. |
| Posted by ?? at November 6, 2009 |
no job
no money
no friends
no place to live
parents hate me and kicked me out cause i dont have a job
(even though i seek a job everyday of my life and am trying hard to get one)
Im only 18
ive got nothing to my name besides some clothes and a skateboard
my parents dont allow me to see my sister who is the only person i care about
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| Posted by anonymous at November 5, 2009 |
I'm 17 years old. I don't know what the fuck is it like to live on your own. I'm scared of school, I don't know who am I gonna be, I dont see the point to study, I feel no happiness.i have a lot of tests tomorrow and i cant find the strength to study for 'em. My parents are divorced, I feel like shit. I need money. I need clothes. I need food. I need a shelter,a better place to live.
girls are annoying the shit outta me cuz i cant fuckin understand them.life just sucks. Fuck.fuck.fuck.gah, im not yet ready to leave the world.it feels like i have a fucking mission.who the fuck knows. dieing would be interesting anyway. |
| Posted by anonymous at November 5, 2009 |
I'm only 13 my dad died when i was 9 from cancer ever since then I've wanted to fucking stab myself then when he died my stepdad started abusing me and my mom doesn't do anything the only person I have ever loved in my life has to be the one who fucking die but I still kinda love my grandma if my brother punches me I get hit by my stepfather I really want to die. The only thing keeping me alive is my best friend Devon my boy but he just got cancer!!!!!! So if he fucking dies I'm done please give me some advice in a comment
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| Posted by chris at November 4, 2009 |
First my Bichon died.Then I started snorting Xanax.Then I went to rehab for 30 days.Kickin a Xanax habit sucks and without it,the world is a very scary place.Then our creator wants to be worshipped.How can I worship If I dont see good in anything. |
| Posted by JimBo at November 3, 2009 |
No money
Ex-wife bitches at me every day
Ex-wife's lawyers trying to put me in jail
Girlfriend always pissed off at me
Car about to break down has a hole in the radiator, have to carry a jug of coolant everywhere I go
Self-employed business on the verge of going under
No sex, girlfriend always too pissed
Phone disconnected
Power disconnected
Other bills unpaid get calls everyday
Dog shits and pees on floor everyday
Health is failing, always fatigued
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| Posted by Alex at November 1, 2009 |
Look at everyone here"oh i lost my girl bla bla bla"That's not fucking all this is the reason i wanna kill myself The world isn't fucking near shit it's below that and so is the human race, happiness is just an illusion and if you do get a girlfriend boyfriend whatever the world will still suck and i wish i could just die already. |
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