im 21, all the jobs i ever had, was fired from all of them, i recently worked at mcdonalds as a maintnance person for 3 years, got fired fort false claims of sexual harrassment from a fat ugly chick that wanted to fuck me and i refused and thats how she retaliated against me.
after that it was very difficult for me gettin another job because of bad references from my previous employers.
then i land a job at a mexican restaurant, worked there for a month and end up getting fired for not working fast enough.
so then again im jobless, i cant get into college because im not elgible for finacial aid, so there goes my life right there cant get funding for school so im going to be a nobody for the rest of my life,
i try getting into the army, i couldnt pass the asvab test because i lack math skills, 32 is minimum to pass, most people get 50% or better on the asvab test and the best i only can get is a 25% on the test, i took the test 7 times and couldnt get better than 25, so now i feel worthless and fucking dumb.
right now i applied at 10 different job places, speedway, little ceasers, menards, hope depot, walmart, meijer, right aide, wallgreens, carpet to go,
demmers, and job agencies,
i had interviews at all of them, but every single fucking time, i been refused job offers and it just keeps happening.
here is the worst, i got 2 no proof of insurance tickets and 13 parking tickets ,
i havent figured out yet how much its all going to be, i have no job, no income and dont have the ability these damn tickets, so now the state is going to suspend my drivers license and soon i will be driving on a suspended license until i end up going to jail and my car taken away.
now im living in an abandoned house, stealing electricity, thankfully theres no other houses around or neighbors, power company hasnt caught on yet,
i have 2 rifles and everyday i feel like putting my self out of misery because
i cant do shit right in my life, i always ending up fucking up my job situations
with it being or not being my fault.
i do have a very good best friend i have, i dont want him to hate me for just ending my my life but i feel like i have no choice its either live in fucking horrible conditions for the rest of my life or just end it all now.
I HATE LIFE!!!!!!!!! | |
If 3 persons of the Trinity share the inseparable equality one substance present in divine unity?
THEN EXPLAIN TO ME THIS:
Why in Mark 12:29 JESUS said "Here, O Israel: The Lord our God is one Lord." The words "our God" indicate that JESUS had a higher GOD over him, a stronger God than him. JESUS didn't say "Your God". He said "our God" which includes JESUS as the creation of GOD.
Why in John 20:17 JESUS said I ascend to my God and your God? This tells us that we and Jesus have a common GOD.
Why in John 8:28 JESUS said "I do nothing of myself"? Can't GOD do anything he wills?
Why in John 14:28 JESUS said "My Father (GOD) is greater than I"?
Why in Luke 23:46 JESUS said "Father (GOD), into thy hands I commend my spirit"?
Why in Matthew 19:16 JESUS said "Why call me good, there is none good but One, that is GOD"?
Why in Matthew 24:36 JESUS told his followers that no one (including Jesus) knows when the judgment day will come, only GOD knows?
Why in Isiah 11:2-3 GOD had put the spirit of fearing GOD in JESUS?
Why in John 5:30 JESUS told his followers that he can't do a single thing of his own initiative?
Why in John 5:36-38 JESUS said that GOD had assigned him (JESUS) work and GOD is a witness on JESUS?
Why in John 5:32 JESUS told his followers that they have never seen GOD at anytime nor ever heard his voice?
Why did JESUS pray to his GOD in Luke 5:16?
Why in Matthew 26:39 JESUS fell on his face and prayed to his GOD (LIKE HOW WE MUSLIMS DO)?
MUSLIM MEANS ONE WHO SUBMITS GOD
And to the anon spouting Islam: chill the fuck out. Nobody likes getting their noses rubbed in some religious shit. I think you'd have a better go at this conversion thing if you found a forum where people cared about the subject and, rather than inundating us with quotes and putting other religions down, extolled the virtues of your faith (maybe try talking about the Five Pillars of Islam).
Look matey, look into your childhood. The answer is there. I cant help you but I can point you the right way. Its probably one or both of your parents and its their fault, not yours.
It will be very hard to look there but thats where your answer is. Be brave. It will be harder than you imagine but i promise you there is light on the other side.
Life is about the fight. For some its every day. So pick up your rifle and push on.
Forget god(s). Life is much more beautiful than you can imagine. Go look for the beauty.
Stop story telling. There's no proof of this.
2. Why dont you focus on the damn subject that the guy is about to end his life. Tell him something thats worth this time like how he needs a psychologist.
So find a better argument next time. Oh and Islam is so logically, made for man who can marry 4 women and a woman who is less than a man. That's logic.
Don't you know Mohamed like to do boys in the rear? You are supporting child molestation.
Your conclusion is incorrect. You misinterpret the message of the Bible. You don't know it.
All those quotes are present in the Quran? No.
Don't confuse confuse faith (and facts) with religion. The equality of trinity is false, Mary was not virgin (because man invented and still affirm these), but despite of that Jesus was (/is) the real prophet, not Muhammad. Muhammad was a fake prophet if ever existed.
Your conclusion is incorrect. You misinterpret the message of the Bible. You don't know it.
All those quotes are present in the Quran? No.
Don't confuse faith (and facts) with religion. The equality of trinity is false, Mary was not virgin (because man invented and still affirm these, not God), but despite of that Jesus was (/is) the real prophet, not Muhammad. Muhammad was a fake prophet if ever existed.
Islam is the least logical, more radical shit. When the religion allows you to kill others who don't share your belief know that you in the wrong place.
Anyway, enjoy your terrorist!
I feel sorry for the people who feel so bad, esp to be honest a lot of these stories sound like they come from depressed people, purple who could do with some theoropy. The real prob seems to be .... How the fuck could you afford to get help ...it's a really fucked up situation
I also hate my life, for long time.
I hope, I really hope you didn't commited suicide, you read my comment, and you will find your happiness and the meaning of life.
I'm in worst situation than you. I'm 24 years old, I worked too, I hate those jobs that I did. I never had girlfriend, never had boyfriends, never had sex (if somebody laugh at this then he/she is stupid). I don't have driver licence, never had, I don't have guns, never tried to shoot with guns. I don't see the chance it will be better. I feel so fucking lonely than a shit.
But I think that the worst thing and problem is that I'm not satisfied with myself. I try to educate myself mentally and physically and forget depression and stress. I try to find the answer for a question that "Why life is so fucked up?". You can see pain everywhere, because it's everywhere. The world is so evil.
Take my advice: never do bad things to other people, becase if you do, you will confront with twinge of conscience, and it makes the things worse, and you will be sadistic, but this will not resolve anything. If others do bad things to you then "run away" from them, never talk to them, forget them. Be clean spiritually, because: 1. only the spirit can motivate you for succes; 2. you will not blame yourself for troubles, wrongs, errors, because you are innocent. It's important that you don't cause (avoid causing) reasons for blaming yourself. All the failure you experienced is not your fault.
And be open minded. Educate yourself about anything, that is not clear for you and interest you.
Those are my beliefs, intention and pleasure.
(correct my grammar, please, grammar nazis)
If you are suicidal and homeless there may be a place in your state that can help. They'll give you housing and help you get your life back on track. I'm not sure what these facilities are called in other states but the one I'm thinking of is Citrus Healthcare in Florida. Good luck to anyone battling this, it sure as hell ain't easy.
I am not a religious man. I do not like mono-theism. But, I cannot deny that Jesus was a good man; a great man. Jesus however didn't make money in his life. Jesus didn't value money. He is however one of the greatest men to ever walk upon the face of the earth. Millions of people would not follow him to this day if this were not true. Sometimes what makes someone great doesn't appear in one's own lifetime. Continue to live and do the best you can, because, you never know if the greatest contribution you'll ever make will be your name in history books.
Edgar Allan Poe, Thoreau, Gallileo, Thomas Payne, and countless others never lived to now there true worth to greater society.
My advice: Write it all down. No matter how smart or dumb you think you are just write it all down and leave it in a place people can find after you naturally die. If life is truly a roller coaster ride, than who can deny anyone's life story as anything less than exillerating... unless of course you don't like roller coasters I guess.
My point is, you can give up if you want, but, what if it is one single "dumb" idea of yours that changes the course of human history? What if Gallileo did not pronounce the earth revoloved around the sun? I'm sure that was incredibly "dumb" in his day. Or what if Einstein didn't jot down E=MC squared because he thought it was just a little silly idea. We all have an inner Einstein, or an inner poet, or an inner something that may never be found if you just "give up."
The reason I say read Atlas Shrugged is because it almost seems useless to keep trying because the more we do to help each other the more the government leeches steal from the productive members of society. Do your research. Understand why your life is where it is. It isn't because you failed. No one can fail if they are trying. It's because we are trying and others are taking and feeding at a rate in excess to what we can produce.
I myself grew up in a very poor household. It seems everytime I take one step forward I get knocked at least three steps back. But it's not me that has failed. Hell, the very reason I googled "my life sucks" is because I dropped out of college, left my precious 4 year old daughter, am attempting to escape government oppression, sold everything I owned, left family and friends to pull a 21 foot travel trailer to the frozen hell otherwise known as North Dakota for work for my truck to completely break down four weeks into being here. I have only an electric hookup. I've been living without water or sewer for a month. I came here to work. Now I can't drive there and I haven't even gotten my first paycheck yet. I literally carry everything I own on my back.
But you know what? I got canned food, heat, and not one single roommate.
I have a job, I have made new friends, and I am experiencing something new.
There is an old Buddhist saying: "Sometimes less is more."
Find yourself my friend, and everything will fall into place even if the pieces are falling out OF place. :)
I copy this text in many pages...
I want to help people...
help them to fing out way...
(sorry, I can't talk english very well)
I want to offer you something , that it can change all of your life.
there are a lot of lies about Islam and muslims..
some terrorist (they are not muslim.), trying to scare people from this religion.
but Islam is best thing you can experience.
there are two group in Islam ...Sunni and Shia.
Shia is the right path in islam. but there are a lot of people that doing wrong thing and call themself shia muslims!
for example, hurting themself with knife! they are liers.
so, I suggest you to search about shia.
but be careful.
because there are a lot of lies about it on the internet,books, etc
just try to find reality....
( read about Imam Hussain, but be careful about liers!)
thanks for reading...
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