Ever since I started balding at 18 women are afraid of me. They fidget awkwardly around me as they move to cover up their boobs with whatever is available (I never even look down there), and refuse to make eye contact with me unless absolutely required. I've always been socially awkward and never have had a girlfriend, but now I can see that any chance at that is OOOOver. I could at least land a date and talk for 5 minutes before being rejected while on that date, but now I can't even get a girl to look in my general direction. I'm stuck rail thin and bald like steve jobs because my body doesn't properly absorb nutrients. When you're bald and rail thin at my age, it becomes the centerpiece of conversation wherever you go. There's nothing more humiliating than having to laugh off people's jokes about some of the most depressing parts of your life. The cancer patient jokes are the worst.
I've lost my job and can't even muster up the courage to do the things I enjoy like I used to. I used to be able to muster up the courage to at least enjoy life living alone, but after 28 years of just suffering I can't do it anymore. I can't kill myself because that would wreck the people I love, and I can't live happy. I am stuck in an endless no mans land. What the hell am I here for? | |
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