I am 26 jobless, dont have a girl friend ,live vid my parents who support me financially. I have failed at almost everything i have tried through out my life and left my studies in bw as well. My mother loves me like anething ,few days ago i had an arguement vid my father , when my mother intervened i got violent vid her i hit her and pulled her hairs and she started crying, i know i vl burn in hell for eternity, i hate myself for what i did to my mother,i felt like chopping off my hands, i am always full of guilt , i had a disturbing chilhood bcos of dispute bw my father and his brothers, i am hopeless , ifeel like i am useless piece of crap, dont have real friends , inhave always been betrayed by them, i had a girlfriend , my only love of life at the age of 16, she ditched me, after her i never had confidence to approach ane girl, people around me ignore me like i dont exist, life sucks , but i suk more then my life....us hate myself | |
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