I don't think my boyfriend loves me anymore. Piss him off so much by wanting to be with him and do stuff with him. He just wants to sleep all day then go out with his friends at night when I. Et home from work. I can't ever see anything through to the end. I dropped out of uni, dropped out of police training... now I think its a good idea to go back to college but I will end up dropping out again. Everyone hates me because I'm socially awkward. I always have been. My best friend doesn't care about me anymore because I'm too poor to do stuff with her. My boyfriend is always asleep or too busy doing his own thing to do anything with me. I just keep crying. I hate my job, I work in fast food and it is killing me. Literally. My boyfriend shouted at me just now and made me cry because I tried to wake him up so I could see him just for a little while before he goes out. I never see my dad or brother anymore and I just want to be dead. My mom left us 10 years ago and she doesn't care about us at all. I think its because I was a horrible teenager. It was all my fault. When I split up with my ex boyfriend 18 months ago he told me it was Jo wonder my mother left because I am such a horrible person. I think I need to just be on my own.because I am ruining everyone's lives I need to die | |
It sucks being all alone but you dont have to feel this way.
worthless bitch
Your life doesn't seem horrid in any sense, just annoying. Just cleanse the crap and start moving on.
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