LIFE SUCKS

fightin for what i worked for!

so i worked my ass off and had a wife just got my farm paid off when i found my wife was doin my boss for yrs, well messy devorice, sold my house in the city to pay the ex out,and made a deal to subdevide the farm property to finish paying her out, i have put out my self over 280 thousand in bills with lawyers feees and such, i have worked my ass off and paid off everything myself, no help ,, everything was looking good finally after 7 yrs i was paid off, ,,, then i got a rash it covered all of me, and itch like crazy night and day, doc could not figure out what it was,becuse of not getting much sleep , i lost my job due to the rash, and there is not much for jobs here, just what i need, threw other testing from the doc it was discovered that i had a liver issue causing the rash, like exema symtoms ,then there right after ,doc tells me my spleen is enlarged,so great,what next, well there i was shoppin in a store when i got this pain in my chest sweating in a daze, i get my self to the hostpital and here im haveing a hart atack,,, i got threw that, finding out also i have copd,,, like for fuck sakes!! i need to go back to work,and now i can,t work,, im not abil to ,so here i sit on my farm screwed,, no girl ,, goin broke no nothin can,t evin sell the farm becuse the exs name is still on it, till she gets paid out and ill be fucked if i stoop to her level,,i hope to god i can get threw this and get back to work soon, but the way it,s looking is not good . sometimes id rather just give up if yo uknow what i meen, but i worked hard all my life and desirve better,, what the fuck would you do, im comin to a loss here