Many years ago I met the love of my life. She had everything including a voice that could melt an angels heart. However, I did not appreciate her, acted like a disinterested ass, and lost her. Now 20 years later I still think of her, dream of her, talk about her and even smell her perfume.
I have been married for almost 15 years but it failed because I couldn't love my wife. I can't love anyone but that one girl. Now I am a divorced single father of two great girls for whom I have sole custody. They are my only happiness. The girl I love is happily married-50% divorce rate and I can't get a break-and I am alone. It's very hard because I know it's my fault she's gone. | |
If I'm illiterate then you must be mentally handicap. I will not sink to the depths of verbally emasculating you but I will say I do feel quite sorry for you.
It's difficult to live with a love you can't reach. But remember that there are so many other things in life that you can obtain. Every person has some little spark of passion in them for something. You just need to find what that is. You can't have what you think you want. But that shouldn't stop you from having a great life. Give yourself something to care about. Volunteer, find a hobby that you care about, change jobs. Something to help you get passionate about life again.
I'm a firm believer that a person can only be a good partner if they are comfortable in their own life. Give up the things you've done wrong, those memories can't help you right now. If you can let those go, you might have a chance of being the person you want to be.
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