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loneliness is my best friend

Posted by unkissed at April 16, 2012
Tags: 2012 April  Loneliness

another lonely story.... i waited for my true love and kept myself until i met my first boyfriend when i was 25. he hurt me alot by lying to me to get me to do things and feel compassionate about him. he still hurts me because he knows i have deep morals and he looks at other girls and tells me how hot everyone is. i cannot handle it especially after all he has done to me. i get panic attacks when i have to leave the house, i think i am so damn ugly and hurt myself a lot. everytime i go out with him he tells me how great everyone else looks. i know he doesnt find me attractive but he always had problems dating girls and since he doesn't like himself very much he thinks he couldnt get a girl "above his standards" so he is basically trapped with me cause he knows he couldnt get a good looking girl.... i fell in love with the person he pretended to be and now he has destroyed me so much i have nowhere to go. im home all day and i have no friends. i am a poor excuse of a human.


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By anonymous at 16,Apr,12 21:23

Leave him. You deserve to have a man dedicate himself and his love completely to you.

There is hope out there. But it starts with you pulling yourself out of the hole.


By anonymous at 16,Apr,12 22:19

You cannot see above the hole if you are in it. Get the hell out of there and then you may notice there is life for everyone. They say our planet is 'overpopulated" and that means there are plenty of people out there who would love to be "stuck" with you. Go girl go and don't waste your life since you have only one given :)


By anonymous at 16,Apr,12 23:57

your not ugly' , if you think about the bigger picture which im sure you realize , the first step is the hardest, but ask yourself this' Would you rather feel hurt and lonely next to someone who does not genuinely care enough to acknowledge how you feel and your overall happiness or would you rather take that step and breathe -move forward- i too was in your shoes, i waited much too long looking back i knew i should have always trusted my instincts , i admire your morals. and like your morals stick to you guns so to say and channel that to who matters most which is you. from what i read you have a big heart, but don't get caught up with what he says and put yourself down , your in control of you. For someone to do that to you is mean sick and not right , leave. im 26 now it is hard sometimes but overall its going to be ok i tell myself exactly what i told you
By anonymous at 17,Apr,12 00:00

i have no friends either now and if this story is legit my email is keithjc86@yahoo.com talk about anything would be nice


By anonymous at 17,Apr,12 15:37

Jesus Christ is the only Way for you! Only He can fill your hole in your heart. He LOVES YOU SO MUCH! Call on His name and ask Him to forgive you all your sins, turn away from them and invite Jesus into your heart :-)


By ifIhadanidea.myopenid.com at 17,Apr,12 22:48

If you think he's praying on your weaknesses then go for his. If you're not strong enough to dump him, then make him dump you. Your ass of a boyfriend wouldn't even be an issue if you found a way to fix your other problems. Fix those and ignore/dump/trash your dumbass boyfriend!
Try to figure out what you want or wish to do (other than die, that's easy)and go do it for yourself.


By anonymous at 18,Apr,12 21:33

Please leave him, this man is mentally destroying you, you deserve better than that piece of dirt.
xx


By anonymous at 20,Apr,12 04:24

omg dump him! Hes shit and doesnt deserve you!!! And you know what HE KNOWS IT, he knows hes a piece of shit and you are amazing, youre way better, thats why he tries to push u down...and u let him. Stop it.
Get away from him! And never ever talk to him again, block him out of ur life completely and you will feel better. Find someone who will support you! I would if i was close!

And you will meet an amazing guy that will tell you how beautiful you are every day and how lucky he it to have you. Dont you want that.

Be strong


By anonymous at 20,Apr,12 15:59

do not i repeat befriend guys cause they will only see u as weak...
unless u know how to protect yourself..
you are that way cause you have nobody but cheer up you arent alone...
i went to a similiar situation sorta and just have myself and God to depend on.. and still now I am alone but at least Im stronger.
If u need emotional comfort seek it from decent people and dont let any guy come in until u are stronger and healed from this otherwise itll happen again..
if ur bless with siblings or cousins who cares the confide to them...
Ill be a friend if u want but only you can really decided enough js enough and if u want to be this way...


By anonymous at 21,Apr,12 07:51

Life was never what I once believed ,I had lots of friends when I was younger not that I am that old but many of them have died ,I have two left now but they have a family and we don't see each other much , I guess by now I thought I would have found a beautiful wife but sadly it is hardest thing in life to do , yes I have had partners but not the right one ,I guess I'm not marriage material and don't value myself at all ,


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