I used to be very depressed & suicidal, but have learned to suppress most of my emotions. I was unhappy because I am gay (no choice) and my religion said it was wrong. I have few friends, & only 1 that i am really me around them. I have recently had doubts about my religion but still believe there might be a god (no jesus though!, the bible is stupid!)
My question is, Is it really that bad that I suppress my emotions & have given up on people. (I don't wish to harm people though)
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I would say it is bad to suppress your emotions too much. Like, it's OK to hold it in at work or whatever, but you got to let it out sometime. Do you have at least one good freind to vent to?
Also, if you still have a spiritual sense, look into more enlightened, reason based spiritual paths like zen buddhism, pantheism, and pagan/nature based religion.
I think its OK to be very cautious about people. Its better to have just a few friends you trust than a lot of assholes you can't.
A homosapien who loves dicks is called a woman and she has vagina specially made -after millions of years of evolution- to recieve the penis and reproduce.
So basically your doubting evolution, religion and pretty much everything just cuz you're a pervert who lost sexual interest in women and likes men, so you follow your dick into man's anus and justify it by simply being who you are. Hmm...substituting sex for science... yes you really make religions look primitive .
Well fuck, let's also let criminals, rapists,and pedophiles free to choose what they like to do and how to live their lives. I mean -just like people misjudge gay men- who are you to judge them for liking to butt-fuck 5 year olds, or hearing voices in their heads telling them to kill people ... they are just being themselves. I mean what is really considered normal nowadays...
P.S.: go fuck yourself you dumb retard, it's people like you the reason the world is getting dumber and more fucked up day by day.
P.S. 17ba you should look into Deism, Panthism, but paganism and buddism are a little irrational only because one believes in multiple gods and the other adheres to the principles of karma. Thats just my opinion.
The fact that humans have the largest minds compared to animals and plants doesn't mean that they are free from their primitive instincts and they achieved the peak of evolution.I mean for fucks sake the second smartest being is a dolphin... no sense in comparison.
Just cuz we are evolved enough to question and seek answers in a random, chaotic manner doesn't mean we are the lord's of the universe and whatever thought we might stir up in our fucked up minds is creative and innovative.
You seem to be confusing god with people which makes me think that you're a christian, since they are so full of themselves that they think god is a white hippy with super powers and humans are really the biggest thing that happened in this universe since the big bang( as if single-celled bacteria or simple radiation can't wipe us out). The so called free will people THINK they have will be the key to their own destruction. Giving free will to idiots is like giving Hitler an atom bomb. Plus if human being were meant to be homosexual or bisexual then they should have evolved like frogs or something so that have both a penis and vagina AND CAN REPRODUCE. But homosexuals of many creatures can't reproduce now can they? So they just die out.
Believe me when i tell you, you are not above the laws of physics my friend and just cuz you might live with a dog that sniffs its ass or a cat that licks its balls and read books that teach you big words and ideas full of shit doesn't make you educated.
As for me being like Hitler, well... apparently you live in a first world country and didn't struggle with much in your life other than the occasional social/emotional bullshit people keep ranting about. You haven't experienced much in life other than what you've read in books, seen on news or read on the internet, so for that my friend the tables have turned and i tell you you are full of shit cuz you don't really know how life works for most individuals. I mean I can't expect you to understand how an orphan feels just by reading Oliver Twist now can I?
There are so much things you and I don't know cuz just as we have the advantage over other creatures with our minds, it is our minds themselves that limit us to this primitive thinking and believing that there are many versions of the truth.
The truth is one and stands alone, while a fact ;like what you might have said; is not necessarily the truth, since a fact just needs a large enough group of idiots to make it exist in their minds like the many religions we seem to have today.
P.S. : fuck you douche bag you made my head hurt with your non-sense rambling...
I forgive you for your deragatory language as I understand that humans convay messages in diffrent ways.
Genocide... c'mon ... Armenian genocide, Rwandan genocide,Srebrenic genoicdes... even in the old times... Jerusalem, Troy, etc..... Really??? You never heard of even the Holocaust???? Lol.. ''lead to genocide''... it's been happening long since you were born man with different races and numbers...
As I said, vocabulary is for poets, writers and spelling bee champions :D, just spit the fucking point out without babbling large words , cuz you're just babling about nothing. :D
I forgot to mention that even monkeys and parrots with brains the size of pea can achieve some sort of cognitive thought when trained by specialists... I am not an athiest, or neither do I belong to any of these scientology chuches, but my religion says that humans are like animals blessed with a larger brain which enable free will and complex thought and science has proven that primapes and humans have a really similar genetic make-up. Plus it says that science is just as important as religion cuz without it, you will breed retards like the KKK, Hitler, and Terrorists.
Have fun guessing what religion do i belong to :P
without annoying people.
As for the babbling part, I meant that you keep on changing the subject like what the fuck does my language got to do with 17ba's problem...
If the guy wants to be homosexual, well let him be, but keep in mind secrecy is important because if you are right then he has freedom to choose his sexuality but people are also free to beat the living crap out of him. Which to me seems like a total fail.
As to respond to the other guy, well, you're no different, your post helped no one... What's the matter? You got sand in your vagina?
Now I know you probably angry already beacuse then why can we not get married or..etc. One marriage has no part in what sexually orientation a person is. I know that probably make no sense but that word "Marriage" is the joing of man and women to make a commion with God. That is why man and man cannot get married through the church. Now if a homosexual couple want to "unit" in commitment then i think that is fine but to ues the term marrige can not be allow.
Our God never mentions that it is wrong to be Homosexual, he just say the act of homosexual is what is wrong.
Man and Women in belief are only suppose to have sex with each other when they are to reporduce not for lust. So yes Married couple who have sex for pleasure are commetting a sin to.
So yes you can be hmosexual but to have sex with another homosexual is the sin because man and women are only here on eath to reproduce not to lust. So unless man and man or women and women can have sex and reproduce with each other, sorry to say then that is a sin becaue you are not having sex to reproduce but peer lust. Now if you are one of thoes people who believe that sex is showing each other you love one another YOU ARE WRONG!! There is pleanty of ways to show Love beside having sex! But please keep in mind people who are married that are hetersexual and having sex for lust is a sin too-that is why we are not suppose to use birth control, because the only time were are suppose to have sex is to reproduce.
So it is okay to be homosexual-go for it just remember not to have sex, I know pleanty of homosexual men and women that i attend church with and one if a Father and he say it, but he never acts on it. Being homosexual is NOT a SIN it the LUST that is the SIN!!!!!!!
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