LIFE SUCKS

what choice dos a leaf in a wind have

i don't mean to be poetical or something , but when i think of my life this is what i see , i am a 21 years old guy with one brother and one sister , i will star from the beginning , in 1997 i used to have 2 brothers and 1 sister and a mother and a father , until my father decide to kill my mother for money , my father went to jail and me and my brothers and sister went to live with my aunt , my older brother thought it was a good idea for him to go out the country and we never heard of him ever since !
and everything we used to own started to disappear because we were just kids , did i mention we Were rich ? because we Were ! , the only thing we had left is a farm and a house , we lived in our aunt house witch happens that she really hate us , and we endure many kind of tortures , like my oldest sister was imprisoned in a room for 9 months for no good reason ! and me , will i was like my other family a servant and i was forbidden to go to any room except the Attic and like my sister i was burned in some part of my body by hot iron , after 6 years my father get out of jail and we went with him believing he is a changed man , but he sold our house and farm and get married and after one year he took his wife and his new son and he is living in another city and i didn't see him ever since ! from 2006 until now we are living along , i am good with pc's so i was able to quit school and work here and there , after that i started to Learn photoshop and Illustrator and adobe premiere , it wasn't easy because no one Taught me , i learned online with the small time i have , and now i am a graphic designer with an a**hol boss
who love to hear his voice , my relatives are kind of rich people , but they don't visit , they don't hate us , they just wish we don't exist , with the rent and all , i am making just enough money , my brother is a Senior in High School last week he lost his papers and i spend so much money to recover it ,and I owe some people 3000 $ it's not like its much , it's just I don't have it !
now if one of us get sick i don't have money to take him to a doctor , so if you think your life suck , look at my life ! !