Well, It's like this...I originally felt like complaining, but after reading some posts, I felt ashamed to do so. I wish I could find a way to help people who are in need. When people say they want to end their life, it justs tears me apart, Even though they are strangers to me, they are children of God and have beautiful spirits, unique and wonderful. I wish people could understand that God is a healing God. He is doing a great and wonderful work. We can't see right now, but it is all in His plan. I wish people could see that even though things are uncertain and unclear, and that sometimes there is unbearable pain and suffering, that life is still precious in both its ugliness and beauty.
My hearts desire is to be one with the great spirit. Sometimes I feel as if I've been here an eternity already.... how much more of this fucked up world can I take? But alas I have to finish the journey. I have to wait my turn. I have to take my medicine. I have to take my bumps. If you are hurting and despairing and you feel as if you have nothing to lose by ending your life, Reconsider ( I know you have considered it in the past) the fact that you ARE here for a reason. You need to find out that reason. If you cut your life short, you cut off your own blessings. Have faith, be of good courage, be a warrior, for when you find your purpose, you will have also stumbled upon the truth