Hey, I want to kill myself but I am sooo afraid to fail, again. Its not as easy I thought. I have take over hundreds of pills, may have some head damage from my most recent attempt on easter, but unfortunetly, I am still here. what do I have to do to end this self hatred? Really, I want to be gone so my poor parents dont have to suffer anymore, they dont deserve it. I am 42 and a piece of shit. They are pretty awesome and love me. PLEASE do NOT even bother to talk me out of it. that is bullshit. Plus, there is a chance i will fail again anyway. Just wanted any suggestions for successful suicide. What I have always wanted is to donate all my organs and save GOD knows how many lives or limbs, but dont wanna end up in the psych ward for suggesting it, been there, done that. Makes sense cause at least i would serve some purpose, IF I could help another. Otherwise I cant even help myself. Any suggestions would be much appreciated greatly. asap, the sooner the better. This universe is already over populated, I cant even get a job for years. This universe does NOT need shit like me in it. Thanks. | |
Wish we lived in a world where kindness could take people somewhere.
Unfortunately, once you die the real you will remember why you lived this life and when you live you will forget why you have to live this life.
I was thinking about taking 200 of those sleeping pills, but after reading this one, I think I'll have to change my mind. You have my email address, just let me know if you find some better way to do it.
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