Humans are a pathetic Race. I hate that I am Human.
Humans are such a pathetic race. We take the best of anything and crush it, manipulate it and use it and abuse until there is nothing left and still, we are jealous and envious and want more. Nothing is ever enough.
We are all just a bunch of chemical reactions, occurring to ensure species survival. Live your life and try not to waste too much so we can all enjoy the short time we have. Once it's gone, that's it. Believe what you want, but this is the Real Truth, the Meaning of Life.
I hate that I am a human, but I don't want to be any other creature either. I hate that I am able to think and I wish that I was born ignorant. Ignorance is bliss??? Is it??? I wish my brain processes and memories were never born. I hate how ungrateful I am. I am in a first world country, I would Love to give my life for someone more deserving (like in a 3rd world country) Maybe I am stupid. The world is at my doorstep in a first world country, and I'm too depressed and caught up in the fact that I have a bad back, and stuffed knees and allergies to everything, sick all the time, in agony all the time to get over myself and try to make the most of life. But then, 3rd world country people are human too. Given money, they too, just like successful 1st world country people would become corrupt and abuse the system and want more.
We are overpopulated. For goodness sake. Why the hell are people everywhere, including 3rd world countries so stupid to keep having babies??? FFS!!! One always hears stories about unfortunate children, please help them, donate, etc etc. WHY THE HELL WERE THEY BORN IN THE FIRST PLACE??? FRICK! If one cannot afford to feed themselves, let alone health care, WHY THE HELL HAVE A CHILD??? Argh, I want to throttle people. Contraception is readily available, hell abstinence prevents it all together, even Abortion is available in some places. Sigh. What is the point of even trying???
Every single day my existence is adding even more and MORE waste to this already polluted world. I'm never going to have the courage, nor the physical strength to do anything meaningful/helpful in my life, so why continue leading a wasting life??? All we are is a bunch of chemical reactions. Pretty that up anyway you like. Believe in God, whatever. At the end of the day, once we're gone, that's it. Chemical reactions completed. I fear pain too much to kill myself. But in the whole scheme of things, I wish there was an easy/painless way to end my life. I am not selfish, I am trying to not be selfish, I'm trying to save the planet. But why should I care, no one else does. Just the quick and easy fix is what everyone wants, I'm a hypocrite there, because I seem to want that too. What is wrong with me?? What is wrong with humans. How could the human race have turned out so pathetic and greedy?? We are apparently the cultivation of thousands of years of evolution. What the hell went wrong?? What in the hell went WRONG??? LoL, I don't fail at life, it's in my genes, we all fail. Humans fail. Humans are pathetic. Driven by greed. Let's hope we all die slowly by our own demise. Just desserts. Shame the poor Earth and all the innocent animals will suffer needlessly along with us. Us humans are so selfish, pathetic and greedy, only interested in ones own personal gain, that we don't even care. Are you proud to call yourself human? Cos I sure as hell am not. There is no insult low enough to describe just how pathetic humans are. I hate what humans are what they are becoming that is even worse than present, yes, humans can become even worse. Useless and selfish pieces of nothing, deserving of everything horrible for the pain and suffering resulting from human greed and selfishness.
How could the human race have turned out so pathetic and greedy?? We are apparently the cultivation of thousands of years of evolution. What the heck went wrong?? What in the heck went WRONG??? LoL, I don't fail at life, it's in my genes, we all fail. Humans fail. Humans are pathetic. Driven by greed. Let's hope we all die slowly by our own demise.