Hi my life suck's bacaues I been living with a learing disabilty all my life. I am now 31 years old and I cant hardly,read,write,constrate or do any thing right. I been on a hundred job interview and cant get a job due my learning disabilty. I have pains in my lower pelvis and I dont have insurance to find out why I hurt all day and night. My mom was a single mother with 6 kids. She was bitter all the time becaues she had no man nor money. All my sisters and brothers was tired of her yelling and the bettings so they moved out,but they forgot one thing me!!!By my sisters and brothers beenin older they moved so she just took it out on me.. Growing up suck and with a learning disabilty it was hard. Everybody went off to college and started a family well me I got a man who was drunk and reminds me everyday how I am slow. He knows all my weakness and he use them against me. He see me trying to get a good paying job but see me get turn down so he's tired of being the bread winner. I dont know what am going to do with my life and on top of that I just found out my sister has stage 4 cancer. She had just adopted a baby name LIlly and we love her so much. I need to find a full-time job but I help my sister with the baby most of my day. The state pay me 8.oo to help but I have two kids of my own and I dont like getting paid for helping my sister, I rather do it for free. The Doc cut her open 3 times and everytime her illness got wrost. All we can do is leave it up to GOD so I pray everyday for her. I tryed to go to school but Standford Brown rip me off and wont release my transcipts for me to go to college!! I need pray its pretty much over for me with out school am nothing and with out smarts I cant learn. I suck and I dont see myself getting nowere even though I try am just a failer!!!! Am not good for anything. The only thing I was good at is Dancing, I never had a class beacues my mom was save and she feels dancing will send you to hell. I tryed out for pom-pom and made it on the first try but when my mom found out I had to quit before I started. Dancing makes me happy and forget about my stress but if it going to send me to HELL I rather not!! Thanks for listening to my wack life | |
I am sorry to hear of your sick sister, that is something that everyone will have to go through eventually, seeing a loved one ill. Keep praying, ask God for strength for yourself and your sister in this difficult time. Never stop praying. I will pray for her aswell, God still performs miracles!
Im sorry you feel like a failure. Guess what, your not. Your so special in Jesus's eyes, he loves you so much, in fact he loves you so much that he died on the cross for your sin. "Cast your burden on the Lord, (release the weight of it) and He will sustain you; He will never allow the (consistently) righteous to be moved, made to slip, fall or fail." Psalm 55:22
Get close to God, keep praying, put him first in your life, repent of sin, give Jesus your life. Read the bible, it will comfort and give you immense wisdom. Get your facts from the bible, not your mom, your friends (sometimes even your pastor) etc.. God has a reason when we suffer, alot of times its for our good! It can teach us to rely on him! Not on our job, our family, our happiness, but on Him first and foremost. There are many reasons, most people say they are closet to God during their life trials, so get close to Him, and he will get close to you!
"Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls". Matthew 11:29.
Do you know jesus? Have you accepted him as your lord and savior. Have you asked for forgiveness for your sin? "For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life". You want eternal life in heaven? Accept Jesus into your heart and he will give you the greatest gift of all, worth more than all the money in the world. Whats impossible with man, is more than possible with God. Dont give up hope, trust in the one who created the universe, Jesus wont forsake you, he'll love you no matter what, he knows what your going through right now, he knows every hair on your head, thats how much he cares about you.
God Bless you, and your family!
Romans 8:28 “We are assured and know that (God being a partner in their labor), all things work together and are (fitting into a plan) for good to and for those who love God and are called according to (His) design and purpose
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