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My daughter is the reason I have to live

Posted by i tried my best at April 6, 2012
Tags: 2012 April  Family

I am a 42 year old man.I was very successful spoiled my wife and kids with everything there hearts could desire.Through 13this years of are marriage my wife was over wieght i didnt care i loved her was faithful. She was always unhappy no matter what, she got in head that i must have been cheating even though i tried to have sex with her everynight and got turned down.she went on diet pills and went totally off wall.She tapped my phone my computers everything and found out i never did cheat but on pills attacked me and called cops they arrested me i was sleeping she was so messed up on diet pills she went around telling everyone who would listen i tried to choke her to death. Well any i got her to stop the pills if i got her woeghtloss surgury so i did. She lost wieght and cheated on me with a co worker.When i confronted her to ask about this guys she said she never did anything and she thinks im crazy and moved out so me and my two great kids just went on with our lives. He was just using her so when she moved out he told her he didnt want to deal with this because he had girl friend and a child and one on way.she convinced me nothing happened and i took her back not knoing any of this happened during past two year i have become very ill but i tell no one and no one can really tell. She told me do you think that low of me i would like someone that only makes 30k a year and is ugly if i was going to cheat on you dont you think i would do it with someone who could support me like you do. So i believed all this but it was wierd she all of sudden says she doesnt like to kiss after 159 years of marriage and never wants to touch me. Well got over that. I thought i was nuts. Bang brother in law tells me truth. I want to die and she is never happy anyway.my son just wants things. My daughter is only reason i have to live. But im thinking they all might be better with out me

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By anonymous at 06,Apr,12 20:08

Your life does sound like it sucks. I know that it must be very hard to even look in the mirror in the morning, to wonder where it started to go wrong. But know this, if your daughter is the only reason you have to live, live for her. Live for every person you have ever seen that looked like they had a bad day. Live on to prove to them that even through such a hard marriage and horrible wife you are able to go on.
Your daughter would not be better without you.
Believe in what your love can do.


By M&M at 07,Apr,12 00:26

As long as you are alive you still have the chance to STOP and start again. Depending on your sons age, he may come around. I say start shopping around for yourself. There are others out there that may be looking for you as you look for them. If you settle and continue to settle, all you will get is your settlements. Easy to say, harder to do I know.


By anonymous at 07,Apr,12 00:36

patience and timing.. things will get better..


By anonymous at 07,Apr,12 08:44

I laid in my daughters room last night while she fell asleep, in my head this song was playing and still is. I had every intention of just quiting last night, but i fell asleep. Things i didnt say im considered very attractive so you would never guess i am going through this.i am type person that believes in vows so i would never look for someone else. She is my wife and i love her. I just am not what she wants. I try and most would say im better than she is, but i think she is better than me.but if i make it through weekend i will be amazed. I have a plan. Never stop trying.smile it spreads
By anonymous at 08,Apr,12 00:33

You married your daughter? Are you from Alabama?


By anonymous at 07,Apr,12 16:32

Hang in there. This too shall pass. Live for you! Stop living for others!


By anonymous at 08,Apr,12 16:29

Thank you all, I have decided to go on.Could someone give me advice my wife, makes everything my falt if bad day or even weather. IN my mind if I look past the cheating that she did with the guy though she finnally admitted to liking him for months but insists nothing happened physically at 34you years old i find that hard to believe when she was off at 430 and when she supposibly liked him got home at 9you to even 11she .she nows says it wasnt mutual he didnt like her so nothing happened so what do i take from that statement. And last night she was talking about another guy from work. And he came up again i said well its the one you dont mention i have to worry about she never mentioned bens name i found out who he was and she had spoken about other guys at work and now she has reputation through all of uhc and work slut because she had sex with this guy at work and gave him oral at work in car thats what the rumors are at her job.and well any way. There is another guy she didnt mention but i saw she jsut started at different division to get away from rumors and well she talked about others asking her out.but didnt mention other and wheni said show me him becuase she was showing me other guys who hit on her on there web site when i asked about one she didnt mention she got all funny and couldnt find picture of him and was really nervo
By anonymous at 09,Apr,12 17:04

I am sorry you feel you must stay in this relationship/marriage. You seem like a nice man. Have you tried marriage counseling? I really have no right to suggest this to you because I have my own problems but I am better at giving advise but never follow it. lol I think you need to get out of this marriage. You and your children will be happier. Maybe you will meet a nice person like myself, who would most defiantly appreciate a man like you. I hope things work out for you.
By anonymous at 09,Apr,12 18:09

I am trying to do whats right for my daughter who the most loving little girl in the world,but im dieing inside. I was once a happy go lucky guy. I fake happiness now for my kids.and everyone who see s our family says what a pretty family.I almost left but I do love her and she walks all over me. Her own mother tells go find someone your really so much better than this. But I love her. I dont know if she has mental problems because i stop by work and she tells me that everyone says how hot her husband is. But she will not touch me when we are alone she fakes it in front of people. Hugs and kisses in front of kids but nothing in bedroom. And to be honest i am in way better shap than her she lost 100pdswieght so naked is not a pretty sight to anyone else execpt me because i love her. She is the most bueatiful girl you ever saw with clothing on.so guys stare and hit on her probably why other guy dumped her i dont know. But she acts like i should just be over it and deal with sexless marriage and her complaining all the time and blaming me for everything.in my mind i would be trying so hard if i was her and instead im kissing her but
By anonymous at 13,Apr,12 22:25

I know a lot of people who believe and honor their wedding vowels til death do them part and staying together for the kids sake; but there is only so much fronting one can do. In the long run it is not good for the children. Sounds like your wife is just holding on to you for financial security reasons. You deserve to be happy too. She needs to take a few steps back and appreciate a man that truly loves her. It will be 4 years on May 25th that I lost the love of my life, my soul mate, my best friend to a fatal car accident. He left me with a 4 year old to raise. She just turned 9. I felt like giving up several times and still do sometimes. Then I look at her and realize I must go on. I have not moved on with my life. I feel like I am just barely surviving. I have lost our home that we shared together because I could not afford to keep it. I am not trying to turn this conversation on my problems. I am just trying to make a statement. That she needs to hold onto the love she has for you if she still loves you, the love you have for her and get it together. No matter what you decide to do, you will always love her. That will never go away. You two have children together but you deserve happiness too and quit kissing her butt. Maybe she will start to get worried if you start acting like you don't care what she does but you are moving on with your life.
By anonymous at 17,Apr,12 08:54

Thank you so much and im so sorry to hear of your story. It brought a tear to my eye. I tuely wish great happiness for you and your daughter.If wasnt open forum i would put my email or number you seem like such a nice person and if you ever wanted to chat. You have helped me so much


By anonymous at 23,Apr,12 17:14

Im leaving i want to take kids but i have no fight left in me


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