hm. I'm just listening to the song "this is life without you"... ya know, the one from stnafour... okay, you probably don't but nvm xP
yeah, anyway. I'm kinda lost. I just realised I've lost the contact with the most of my best friends. I've changed. Life is just passing by and I'm to busy with all the other things that I forgot about my friends. By other things I mean studying and stupid looove :D
I wanna be the whole time by her side. Talk to her, see her laugh... and nothing else matters in those moments. But when I'm alone and think what I did today I'm am like.. hmm.. yeah, I was with her, I've studyied... I was alone cause she was with someone else. Ooooh, hey, here I was with my best friend. for 2 minutes.. and then I was again with her.. daaamn. Life is so short and it is passing by so freaking quick. I'm feeling kinda... idk... it is weird.
I was such a happy kid, was always with a smile on my face, making joke with all of my friends... omg, and I used to hate people who would just walk on the street and just smile the whole time... and now, when ever I think of her... I freaking smile.. even when I'm walking on the street.
And I knooow I shoulnd spend so much time thinking and being with her but it's stronger then me.. and it is not worth my whole time and losing all of the friendships but... aaa, as I said, it is stronger then me..
idk what to think anymore. I feel weird xD
life sucks. :D | |
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