First off, let me say that I'm not complaining, because I know many people live worse lives than I do. I'm just venting, which is good. I'm in 7th grade, and I've never had a friend in my entire life. I've never been invited to a party, and have never had a party. I've never been to any of my school's dances, and I've never hung out with anyone...ever. I'm a guy and I don't play any sports, which has led to a lot of bullying from other people. I am physically fit and I work out, but I just don't play sports in a league. I am bad in gym class, but I get straight A's in all my school subjects. I came close to committing suicide once, but I got scared and decided against it. I am 100% atheist, but I come from a long line of VERY devout Catholics. I have yet to reveal my atheism to anyone. I have interests and hobbies, but people make fun of me because of them. I am a magician, and actually make money doing children's birthday parties. People think I'm funny in school and laugh at my jokes, but I feel that's all they think I'm good for; a cheap laugh. I am rarely physically bullied because of my height (6'2") but people make fun of me, often right to my face. I know I don't have any social issues, because I talk to people frequently. I have very nice conversations with some people, but I can never seem to make any friends. Right now, life sucks. But when I get to high school, I'm getting out of my town's school system. I'm going to a highschool where people are nicer, and staff are less tolerant of bullying. But I fear that I won't make any friends at this new school either. And I know that I probably won't go to a single dance or prom, or be invited to any parties, or even have a girlfriend. Ah, well...what can you do? | |
If I was a 7th grader and I was 6'2'', I would be the bully. I would beat up all the current bullies to be top dog. After being the big bad bully I would not give a fuck about school work and just flirt with the freshmen girls all day thanks to my bad boy reputation until I become a super senior.
Honestly I studied real hard in high school thinking I was smart. Then I come into college and after 3 years I realize I am a fucking retard for wasting time and money. Your grades and national test scores dont matter cuz you can earn your GED in college and a degree dont mean shit in this economy.
I have lived your life, doing well in school hoping and believing that it would pay off in the end, but it just doesn't. Its about the people you know who can get you to where you want to go. You just have to not look and act stupid and you'll get in. I just bumped into one of those bullies who picked on me in high school, and they are living the good life, driving nice cars, wearing nice clothes, and fucking hot girl friends.
Also, after being top dog, I gotta make sure I have some loyal dogs to back me up. Keep them on a short leash or else they turn on you.
Also, remember to not be nice to girls, because most girls deserve or want to be treated like shit. I have seen guys treat their gf like garbage and they come crying back crawling on their knees to smoke his blunt, and I just dont know why. Be strong, tough, and brutal. Anger and agony is much better than misery.
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