3 years ago I caught my husband of 4 years flirting online.
I had met guys online before but had never flirted with them ever.
I got so pissed off and drunk one night after an argument with my husband and started talking more to an online friend, lets call him Jim.
It first started with voice chat, I couldn't believe it, his voice was incredibly sexy, I'd never talked to him before.
Eventually we saw each other on webcam and we were both attracted to what we saw. By this time, I knew I was heading for trouble.
We've probably shared a hundred photos of each other by now. I didn't expect to start liking him though. I wasn't looking for anything, I was just pissed off and this happened.
I told my husband about Jim out of anger one night, and stop talking to Jim every now and then because I wanted to work on my marriage. Our marriage didn't get any better.
My husband and I are now separated because we used to argue all the time, and I told Jim about a month after I moved out. But now my husband is trying to win me back, I am so lost and confused. And here I am lying to both of them, telling my husband I am not talking to Jim, and telling Jim I am over my husband.
God I hate this shit. I don't know who to choose. A man I've never met in real life or the man I married who constantly lies to me and god knows if he has been unfaithful.
I didn't ask for this shit to happen. I didn't ask my husband to lie to me, and I didn't know Jim would turn out to be a really nice guy.
I'm worried that if I completely cut my husband out of my life and meet Jim, I fear Jim may turn out to be a total jack ass. That would kill me.
And I'm worried that if I don't meet Jim and stay with my husband, he will lie again and treat me like shit, and I will be miserable.
I just want to cry. I deserve more than this. I don't know what to do. | |
You deserve each other, cuz let's face it, both of you flirt with strangers, are whiny bastards who complain and fight about stupid shit (obviously cuz you didn't say that you have monetary , job, or other serious issues other than internet flirting), and fucking liers.
Plz don't waste our time with your shit story, the problem is due to both of you being cumm-sucking douchebags who think with their genitals and are too stuborn to listen to each other.
P.S.: you don't deserve more than this. You deserve your husband. He is your perfect match.Btw hiding ''Jim'' from your husband makes you just as much of a cheating bastard as your husband.
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