Maybe I am just lazy but I am very tired.
I am so sick of working and studying and working for the sake of money, I never really wanted this job, I just want the money. But money is gone as always.
My sis is not really working and she takes money from my mum, for god's sake, she is 25, i am 22.
And she is just enjoying her life, taking money from parents. Whereas me, I have to work, i pay for my stuff, i pay my bills, i give a big portion of my salary to my mum for home bills, i pay for my own sch fees.
After work, i am too lazy/tired to study anymore, i want to study full time like my friends are.
I was taking up a third language but i gave up because i could not pay any more attention after work.
my job requires me to sit down for 7 hours, ppl are nice but i start to dislike it more and more because the job is really '.
I am so tired, i do not actually mind working and studying if my job is a better job. I wan to work something related to what i wanna do in future.
I want to improve on my writing skills and i hope i do not have to work and can spend time on writing/recording songs/improve my knowledge.
My sis does not give any money to my mum and is a disgrace.
My dad is in heavy debt forever and whenever he comes home he only talks about how tragic his life is.
I hate it.
My mum has to work as a cleaner and my sis is enjoying. My dad is a gambler and there's nothing i can do anymore.
I am so sick of this life , slogging for money and money really talks bigs.
I am so tired of growing up, carrying burden and all.
I wanna sleep. | |
That sucks. You're sister is clearly taking advantage of your mom. You should sit down and have a talk with mum first. Let her know how you feel, how tired you are, and that it would really help if your sister contributed to the household. Since she is an "ADULT" if she wants, she can move out and then enjoy the lifestyle she is living?? Dough! Not gonna happen. You're parents need to put their foot down with your sis. Otherwise she will go through life just expecting things to be done and handed to her. It's called being "SPOILED". It is a very unflattering trait. SO, about your dad- DO NOT LET YOUR MOM GIVE HIM ANY MONEY. Period. Gambling is a serious addiction problem. It's similar to drinking, and should be addressed, but that might just put you over the edge. It sounds like you just don't need any conflict in your busy life period. Anyhow, that's my two cents-
Good luck kid-
Keep up the good work and study hard, you'll go far...
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