well im 20 years old im trapped in my own mind, i can't progress, i dont have someone to love, the only girl i had ended up being a slut :(. i never really had a real realtionship that i can consider. i bearly have freinds, and most of them use me. i spend most of the time alone in my house. i also suffer from a deep depression that leaves mindless. in my past years in life and school, ive sufferd to much bulying in school even some times from the whole class, they used to call me weird, and all kinds of names. under this there is still more to be told. at this point can anyone tell something that i should do? i considerd doing something else, but i get wierd signs from god (dont ask how) like telling me that i should go on and be strong. | |
At least in my mind- "weird" means UNIQUE. Being unique is a gift in my opinion. You're young, and you have faith. That is remarkable, since most people your age are self-absorbed and quite selfish. People who get bullied- develop a tough skin, which will come in handy when life REALLY throws you a curve ball! If you are suffering from depression, my recommendation would be to get yourself on a good anti-depressant. I'm not a pill pusher, don't work for Pfizer or anything, but just from experience. I was super depressed after being dumped by a long-term boyfriend and all I wanted to do was crawl under a rock and die. I would cry for hours. Walk in a daze around my apartment like a zombie. Cry some more. Sleep. Cry. Well, you get the picture. In anycase, my doctor prescribed me Paxil. There are numerous other brands out there, and it may take some trial and error to find just the right product that works for you- but sweetie, they do work. Just take them long enough to get you over the "Bump" and then you can gradually wean yourself off them... It's just one of many solutions- Maybe a combination of finding a new group of friends or exercising might do the trick?
Give it some time too-
Time heals everything.
We're all here rootin for yah-
Be strong and good luck!
Cursed
You're weird. Also, it doesn't help that you have a lot of zits...including on your back, which is what we call "backne". You should stop leeing those little blackheads off and eating them. No one likes a zit eater.
Can I get the slut's number? I need a place to unload a quart or two of baby batter, and she sounds really nice!
I'm sorry , Lumpy...
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