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Depressed and lonely

Posted by anonymous at March 22, 2012
Tags: Loneliness  2012 March

Im 27, and been depressed for about 7yrs, i lost my dad to cancer and we were close, was never the populour girl at school.Had a few friends but no one really stayed in touch after school. I started feeling lonely when i found out a few family secerts growing up,and when i was 15 i got a long term boyfriend who i was with till i was 21 we were happy untill he cheated on me and told me i wasnt marriage material. Then i meet another man later on and we got engaged and i had a a brillant job and was planning a wedding for next yr, but all came to a holt this christmas when i found out he was txting other women and then envenually he told me he didnt love me anymore and it was over, i started drinking heavely and now im on daily medication ,signed off work and lonely with no family support or boyfriend and sleeping in a friends house.I cant see anyway forward and blame my self for the state of my life and i cry everyday and feel sorry for self, i mope around the house in my pjs most days and im always thinking of the past and the bad things that makes me worse. I feel emotional stressed and very un happy.I have reguarly suicide throughts,ive tempted it twice with pills. But im to much of a coward to go threw with it. I hate my self so much and miss the old me the one who was happy and planning a wedding and a furture ,No couseling support either so my daily routine is lying in bed and making myself ill. Im hoping the is a light at the end of the tunnel as im scared for myself, As im really low and depressed everyday ..........


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By anonymous at 22,Mar,12 19:27

I know what you're going through...about a year ago i was hospitalized and diagnosed with bi-polar, since then Ive been in a deep depression and have anxiety attacks all the time. Im afraid to work so i stay home all day or drive around aimlessly. My ex best friend just left me hangin with no support she was someone i thought i could count on. I have no friends and do everything bymyself now..go to the movies, the beach, the park...I dont have anyone anymore and it makes me feel really sad all the time. I had to move back in with my parents so i need to hide in my room to cry..its really painful.


By anonymous at 22,Mar,12 19:58

This is me to a point woman i was going out with for 7 years was my everything started cheating and left me and moved in with another guy. I never cheated on her and was always there. Got let go of my job and am living on a couch after i lost my place. All i do is cry and pray that my ex is ok and that god takes care of her and me being lonely is exactly like death here is my facebook page facebook.com/profile.php?id=100003061329863&ref=tn_tnmn


By anonymous at 22,Mar,12 21:09

I am went through the same as you and i am 32 now it happened to me at 26 too I was lost. And i wish i am there to help you get back to life.


By anonymous at 23,Mar,12 02:36

You have a future. You are precious and worthwhile. Sometimes peoples actions suck (I know) and it can take a while for those wounds to heal. Forgive and let go, to give yourself the freedom you need to move forward into what can be a very bright and happy future. Don't allow those situatons to steal from you any longer, go and live your dream. You can do it :)
By Cursed at 23,Mar,12 12:23

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By Cursed at 23,Mar,12 13:06

Hey Girl-
I've been in your shoes. It takes time to get over loss. Your dad, your break-up, the depression. It all get's compounded when your heart is broken. You're on meds, so they don't seem to be working huh?
It is so tough, what you need to do is surround yourself with people who can support you- friends? What do you like to do for activities? You've got to MAKE yourself get out of the SLUMP you're in. It's gonna be tough, but you gotta pull up those boot straps and DO IT! You've got a great job, that is waiting for you- that is fantastic! Go back to work. Get into a routine. Walking around in PJ's is not going to get your self-esteem back on track. Although, walking around in PJ's sounds really good to me right now! But anyhow, I know where you're at- been there. You have no energy, you can't focus, all you do is re-hash your relationship woes, and sink further into depression. GOTTA SNAP OUT OF IT!
Getting back to work will be a start. But seek counseling too. It will help you and your broken heart to talk to a professional. They will get to the "root" of your depression and perhaps get you on some meds that will work? That's my two cents- hope you feel better soon, we're all rootin for yah!
Cursed


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