im so glad i came across this as i thought i was the only one who was suffering from being ugly and having no friends, i can so relate to everyone on here sharing there stories it makes my heart bleed,i to am ugly and im 36 and i have carried this with me since primary school yes i was teased and bullied on my looks i never had many friends even to this day i admit i dont have anyone except family,but i wasnt always like this in my 20s i seemed to have the world as my oyster i had friends i met through car clubs,i had some nice lookin girlfriends,i used to go out to clubs and parties i was pretty confident back then and it all changed after hittin the late 20s i lost friends they moved away or had families,relationships ended and ended quicker than before,my life turned upside down,i was a hermit couldnt go out in public to afraid to meet new pple dont get involved in anything pretty much stay home and live my world inside,i even dont like goin out to put the bin out each week,im that bad i even put limo tint on everycar i have so know one sees me,i avoid goin to the shops cause all i get is girls lookin and gigglin or makin some comments when they walk past ya,u ever get that feeling of being insecure and no confidence at all,i dont know what has happened but my life has just to tottally nothin now and no matter when pple say go out and meet pple as much as i like to i just cant do it,just the fact of what pple would say about me or even see me,i hate goin to large over crowded places,i dont go to restaurants or cafes dont like doin or being around any1 without worryin what pple are thinkin,my life is like a broken record over and over same thing stay home watch movies,play games, keep fit exercise at home,theres nothin wrong with my body as i keep fit and am a fit body type i just dont like my face the way its formed or made,i cant even look in the mirror at times when i try to think positive and go out someplace soon as i look in the mirror again i change my mind and cancel what i was goin to do,i cant even get a g/f anymore i avoid all the goodlookin ones as i know i get rejected or they just ignore me and yet i have dated them types.i have no idea why this is happening to me and why god made me so ugly did i punish him in a previous life? i have been to councillin and everyother aspect to help but nothin does i still feel the same way.i have thought of death even come close a few times while driving thinkin what if i had a head on with this car coming,or should i turn here and run off the bridge,even when i walk i sometimes feel i wanna run in front of vehicle,but somethin prevents me from doin it,i would just think life would be so much easier to end it all rather than living with this pain. | |
I remember there was this one girlo once who would probably be into you. She was so ugly that you might vomit if you had been drinking too much the night before and you had a bad sloe gin hangover. Anyway, her face looked like the stay puff marshmallow man except with zits. She had a nice name, crystal, but she didn't live up to the name. She was so ugly that her mom actually thought she'd taken a huge dump in the toilet instead of giving birth, and she'd have flush if crystal hadn't started crying.
I think you two uggers should get together and make some more turdface shitbirds.
Cursed
Not sure about what advice to give on Anthropophobia- Fear of people or society. That is something I have no experience with. What did your therapist say for you to do?
But quite frankly, I hate going to crowded places too. I hate going out period. I hate the way I look. The way I feel. So, like you, I stay undercover.
Grocery shopping is the worst because I am bound to run into someone I know, and then I'm cornered, forced into a conversation. Anyhow, don't do anything drastic-
You're not alone. So, so, many people have low self-esteem (ME) but it's certainly not a condition that should drive you off a bridge-
Cause maybe those girls are giggling at how HOT you are and HOW COOL your car is-
We are all here for yah!
Cursed
but ugly is right down to the bone..
So, I didn't want him trying to off himself by running out in front of a car and then getting ugly all over that poor dude's car. Plus, he'd probably die, and no one wants that, except for maybe Indian Jo, who thinks all the moonpie faced white men killed off all the buffalo.
I hate Indian Jo
do not be like this. you are prolly not even ugly. think about it. you even said that you had nice looking girlfriends in the past. now, how did you manage that if you are as hideously ugly as you say you are? you may just suffer from low self esteem and body dysmorphia and social anxiety. you should get help for that. and really do not hide yourself any longer. enjoy your life. you are young and you will regret wasting your life by holing yourself up inside. spring has arrived and the weather is gorgeous. go outside. play some sports. try talking to strangers. join a group. get a job. volunteer. live life. best of luck.
You have so much potential.
Get out there, who cares how you look.
Its your life. You need to go out there, explore the world. There is so much to see.
Go for it.
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