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I am so alone

Posted by anonymous at March 17, 2012
Tags: Loneliness  2012 March

I don't know where to start, I just don't know what to do anymore. I'm almost twenty one and I finish uni this year I'm so stressed about the work and I'm worried that it's not worth it. Why would anybody hire me I'm a nobody. I have a few friends in uni but we're not really close, all the friends that I cared about the most have always left and the friends I have now forget about me. It started really when they found out that I can't drink alcohol, so they stopped inviting me out. I'm a girl and a love sports and cars and people just don't get me, so there must be something wrong with me. People tell me I'm beautiful but I think they're lying, beautiful people have friends and go out all the time and have guys who want to go out with them. That doesn't happen to me. I've never had a serious boyfriend and guys just don't seem to notice me ever. People don't call or text me ever and I just feel so alone all the time, I can't tell anyone so I just smile and pretend that everything is ok. Ive always been slim but it's not enough enough any more, now I can't help but think if I was skinnier I'd be more beautiful, maybe more people would like me. I just don't know what to do anymore.


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By anonymous at 18,Mar,12 21:39

You may have written my own story. I dropped of college two years ago but what I didn't think about was how since I was moving back home that all my old friends would be gone and how all my college friends would be states away. I am a dude and since I was a man I was had a problem turning to others to say what was on my mind. So began to work and build a d work and build. Eventually I was working 20 hour days. Now I own my own business and have made friends through it. I to never had a real relationship because of some bad times but I just would work whenever I felt sad. You seem like a nice girl that is just afraid of the next step but there is no need to worry. Work will always need to be done and a college degree only helps you in the search. As long as you never look back and dwell on the past then the future will never be too cloudy. You say that not drinking has been a social crutch but you should see as a benefit. You are not alone no matter if you don't see it at first. The thing about lonliness is it isn't room you get stuck in but rather a staircase you have to climb. Boys will like you and girls will envy today tomorrow and the next day but you will not see this unless you let yourself see it. I have no don't that you will be fine because I turned out ok and trust me if I can do it then almost 80 % of the world can do it to. I will check this response again later this week if you have any questions or need clarification since after all this is a sharing website
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By anonymous at 19,Mar,12 19:07

I work when I'm sad, I've been doing it for years, it doesn't help me. Guys don't notice me and other girls will never envy me but I wish I had your optimism.


By anonymous at 18,Mar,12 23:56

So you are aware, skinny is not always better. I am a man and the majority of guys I talk with prefer a girl with some meat on her. Very few guys like a super skinny female.
By anonymous at 19,Mar,12 18:53

Focusing on being skinnier helps me, guys don't like me now so what difference will it make.


By chase at 19,Mar,12 00:04

for the record u are not alone out there feelin the way u do,were are u from anyways im from australia perth,i to have little to no friends they moved places or moved on with diff pple while im here standing still scatchin my head asking myself why has this happened to me,i dont go out in public cause im not a pple person i try to avoid pple at all cost,i would love to have someone whos into cars all the women i have known hate cars,i will be ur friend.
By anonymous at 19,Mar,12 18:49

I'm from the uk and I hate it here.


By anonymous at 19,Mar,12 02:39

I have the same problem, I don't have many friends either and I can't find a good gf, they use me or cheat me and end up having mental issues. I have been searching for miss right but it does seem to exist. Being skinny and being a guy is worse. You should be lucky to be a skinny girl not much of them out there. Don't give up I haven't yet.


By Truth at 19,Mar,12 13:18

I'd walk a mile for your vertical smile.


By anonymous at 19,Mar,12 14:56

YOUR SOOO FAT WHEN YOU GO TO THE BEACH ALL THE KIDS START YELLING " OMG! IT'S FREE WILLY"1


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