LIFE SUCKS

There is so much more to live for, never stop beliving that life can get better. i think you should go and visit some severaly sick people, whom can't walk, talk, hear, see... this will help put your problems into prespectie. You said ur a good looking guy , so in that case get yourself out their join some clubs talk to people at work , be a freindly face and i'm sure you'll find someone in no time.

No Soul Left-
What the hell? You're young. You've got a job, you're good looking, and you're in shape. Honestly, grow some cojones and go to POF (Plenty of Fish) Free online dating. Find yourself a girl, go have some fun, wear a condom, and fucking get the idea of killing yourself outta your head!
That's CRAZY TALK. You need some love, that's all. Go find it and stop wasting time doing drugs and surfing porn.
Go on. Go. Go do it now!
Cursed

never ever think of ending ur life. See we all hav to die when da time come,so don't do it urself and try to live ur life by changing ur life style. For sometime,change ur place,i mean ur city or even visit foreign lands if u can afford. Btw u r wc to India :)
Take care

There is so much to live for. Times may seem dark but there is hope. God loves you despite anything going on in your life now. I have found purpose and meaning in life because I know Jesus Christ loved me enough to die for me. Hope, forgiveness, and a new beginning is available in Him.

www.needhim.org

God bless man

Have you talked to a therapist? The fact that your not getting laid isn't a reason to take your life. I almost guarantee that there is some other issues that are really at the root of it. Life can be an awsome thing. You could find a reason to live. Just get help. And don't give up.your so young. I don't believe in god but for some it helps.

I think the problem here is that you "lost your virginity" 12 times to the same girl. That's just stupid. Back before the great war I used to lose my virginity quite often, but almost always with a different gal. We'd take the bus into town, go dancing, make out, and then fuck for 27 seconds before I popped a load so big some of it came out of her ears. Then, I'd say I'd call her but I never did. I think that's the best way to lose your virginity.

Here's the thing though, I didn't slog my way up the beaches of San Luchista con mujera de la Nocho with waterlogged war boots and a misfiring 30 ought so whiney little pukes like you could cry on intArweb posting places from e-mails! I'd like to shove my warboot so far up your ass you could tie my bootlaces with your tongue!

I hate you

Don't listen to anyone telling you what you should or shouldn't do, or how not to feel. They don't know you, depression is an intensely personal thing, different for everyone, and no one can control how they feel or what their emotions do to them.

As for suicide, the majority of people who attempt suicide due to psychological trauma but who's attempt(s) fail report how it was the biggest mistake in their life and they're glad they weren't successful. I've been so lonely for four or so years, and I'm severely frustrated at the lack of sex I've been getting over the same period despite being quite attractive, and I know I have other underlying issues I need to deal with, but I am 99% sure I wouldn't commit suicide, if just for the fear that I was one of those people who's life is due to improve dramatically, but I cut it short by a successful attempt.

You had the strength to kick a drug habit, twice. You have the strength to channel all the energy you're putting into hating life into changing it for the better. I can tell you've already taken the first step in this process by recognising the bad things you've done, but it seems you've got stuck here, which is not surprising if you think about it. I can tell you that at the lowest points, it takes an enormous amount of energy to make what can seem like a very small difference. If you recognise this, then you can be proud of making these small changes, because of the amount of effort you spared.

Ok, so I said no one can tell you what to do, but if I could suggest one thing that really helped me kick-start the process, it was going easy on myself and allowing other people to hold me to task instead. I was lucky enough to find someone I could risk trusting with that, but until I did, I had a great time clearing my conscience, kicking back and trying hard not to do anything I didn't want to. It was a huge relief and gave me a lot more head-space to work through my problems. Hopefully you're already doing this automatically, but if not, don't be so hard on yourself.

I hope you're still around in a months time.

N.

What part of the country are you in? You seem like such a good guy that just needs a friend. If you ever just need to let some things out or just an unbiased opinion email me. Loveley2bme@gmail.com I am really nice, a great listener and funny too.