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Posted by melanie at March 15, 2012
Tags: Attitude  Loneliness  2012 March


ive been alone for 14 years...ive NEVER had a boyfriend..im cursed..im really beautiful and men just hate me. its weird how i cant get a boyfriend..im a virgin at 34...I look like a model im super hot nice caring loyal monogamous...an amazing person but i cant get a boyfriend...ive been looking for a guy for 14 years-- i think that's crazy. Men aer insecure and hate me and are jealous of me...and just insult or put me down. I have NO friends b/c women are jealous of me...i live in UTTER loneliness. I live alone, i exist alone with NO one NO FRIEND and everyone in my life who know is extremely abusive to me and treats me so horribly. I havent been on vacation in 20 years or had ANY fun or friends. I suffered for 14 years straight with NO FUN NO FRIENDS NOTHING JUST HELL... people HATE my presence and are jealosu of me and just treat me like crap. Everyone abuses me--ive never met a person who gets treated worse by people than I do. Most people bully or mistreat me...its like im this weird target and EVERYONE picks on me cruelly in different ways. im really friendly open loving but people are so cruel to me there is nothing i can do abotu it. im ALWAYS alone. ive NEVER HAD SEX>...its SO HARD...the ONLY male i sort of dated---REFUSED SEX with me. he was a sadist who just wanted to control me and use me as a puppet to torment mentally thats it. My life is meeting sociopaths who use me to torture mentally nothing else. Males will say to me "youre TOO beautiful" and reject me. THis is my life-- rejection abuse mistreatment 24/7...im not exaggerating this is my life...i have NO ONE and everyone in my life ABUSES me. on top of all this hell i hjave SUFFERED HORRIBLY...people have done extremely CRUEL things to me and my life and put me thru MAJOR HELL...my family has destroyed my life thru the legal system and in other ways...for 10 years...i went through HELL...my own mother did this to me...i suffered horribly...i cant get into the details..my family still has control over my life in various ways and uses it to abuse and msitreat me. everyone i know almost just wants to control and abuse me...im this target/puppet for these sick twisted people. I cant do ANYTHING to change my reality...i try to meet a guy-- i can't...i try to make friends it wont happen and then these sadistic sick people jsut do mroe bad to me...im trapped in this weird isolation and horror and i cant stop it...its been 14 years of this hell and it hasnt ended..NOTHING HAS CHANGED except that ive been through more loneliness and suffering....i cant believe NO guy wants to be with me and im this raelly hot girl too and so nice. EVERYONE just picks on me and treats me like badly....im cursed and there seems to be nothing i can do to change it...


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By anonymous at 16,Mar,12 21:32

It sounds like your meeting people at the wrong places. Dont go to a bar if your looking for a good relationship, volunteer somewhere, join some sort of class or club (book club, cooking class, academic class, church, you'll meet good people at church). Those are some suggestions. You also need to change your attitude, your not cursed, lots of people wouldn't mind being in your shoes. Stop being bitter and full of anger, that turns people off (trust me people can sense that). Be positive, stop looking at the negatives in your past (and present). See a counselor if you need help, go jogging get exercise to improve your well being. Heck, if you want, sign up for one of those dating sites, I've heard alot of people have success with that. You come off as a bit arrogant in your post, so what if your hot and nice, if your attitude sucks than your looks wont mean squat.
By anonymous at 21,Mar,12 19:36

ive tried EVERYWHERE...and i dont have negative vibes im super positive which is why ppl dislike me and are jealous of me... and i run every single day...so not sure what youre talking about...i have a great attitude...ever heard of jealosuy o rmean people??? you people really need to get a clue and everyone is locked in their extreme tragedies its not easy


By at 16,Mar,12 22:14

i will pray for you

O Allah, open the heart of Melanie and all non-Muslims across the world to the truth and the beauty of Islam so that they achieve everlasting bliss and salvation, Aameen.
By at 17,Mar,12 06:31

I feel sorry for you Safir.. Satan has deceived your soul.. Islam is nothing but another piece of Satan's deception to mankind.. I suggest you read the whole Qur'an and use your mind if it is really the word of God. Only those people who doesn't open their mind stays on the deception of false religions.
By at 17,Mar,12 09:05

there is no god but Allah, the Ever Living, the Eternal One. Neither slumber nor sleep overtakes Him. To Him belongs whatever is in the heavens and whatever is on the earth. He is the Most Exalted, the Most Great. It is He Who gives life and causes death, your Lord and the Lord of your forefathers. No, but they (unbelievers) divert themselves with doubts. He is Allah, besides whom there is no other God, the All-Knower of the unseen and the seen. Allah is the Most Benficent, the Most Merciful. He is Allah, the King, the Holy, the One, Free from all defects, the Giver of security, the Guardian, the All-Mighty, the Compeller, the Supreme. Exalted be Allah from all that they associate as partner with Him. He is Allah, the Creator, the Originator of all things, the Bestower of forms. His are the most Gracious Names. All that is in the heavens and the earth glorify Him. And He is the All-Mighty and the Wise One. [The Holy Qur'an, Surah 59:22-24]
By anonymous at 25,Mar,13 15:01

Stay far from Islam, these Muslum men have abused me the worse, and my youngest daughter is half Iranian, (MUSLIM) Their whole family plotted to take her away...finally they did when she turned 17, 8 months ago. Muslim's are the enemies of Christ!!!


By anonymous at 17,Mar,12 02:34

wow odd safir...i am muslim...so that is weird...

i tried being a model..i got rejected by photographers...no joke...its a bad industry trust me but i had something unique on the table...but i got absued rejected really badly....i also was an amazing model and peopel raelly thought i was going to be huge or famous...my 'ex' who wouldnt have sex with me was a crazy a** photographer...but its like im litearlly just abused mistreated persecuted by people and it's crazy... people aer just jealous of me it's like they will do ANYTHING to stop me from succeeding...or giving me a chance and they always win. I even work in sales now and some jerk today lost me a 400.00 sale on PURPOSE he was a co-worker...he did it to screw me over and he won...it's weird how the evil people 'win' all teh time...life sucks...

i tried meeting people 'everywhere' the problem is-- if youre 'hot' everyone hates you...or even pretty. women hate you and men...hate you even more ive learned..i cant even get a damn boyfriend...ive given up...im also not arrogant...im considerd like 'shy and sweet' and people think they can mistreat me b/c im too nice....ive tried online dating believe me ive tried everything...im a virgin at 34 and a hot girl who wants to get laid...its just really crappy and weird.. i feel like a weird old creepy pervert guy who can't get laid and needs to be a predator or something...nothing in my life makes sense.

also guys are super intimidated by me and just abuse me...that's it..everyone like 'abuses me' for fun...they treat me like a geek you pick on in high school and make fun of me etc...it just sucks... im also not bitter and no one can sense any of that....ive been through a lot of 'trauma' adn something is 'off' but most people are just shocked at my supposed 'beauty' and treat me lower than sh*t.... also my attitude doesn't suck...everyone else's towards me does though!! im happy kind and positive and they all SHUT me down to extremes...abuse insult put m edown... i have an amazing attitude but everyone hates me...so there is nothing i can do. this is 14 years of this suffering...i know the spiel....im not 'all happy and hopeful' anymore...i realize im cursed...
By anonymous at 17,Mar,12 12:48

so u got rejected by men and photographers? why would photographers choose you? you go TO MODELING AGENCIES. and if you're as beautiful as you say you are, you could do some modeling cuz you don't have to be a STICK runway model. you do catalogues, lingerie, etc. many different things. i don't get this. i think ur a phony. cuz there are a few assholes that will approach really gorgeous women just to fuck them. not every man is intimidated.

you're either lying or really not as beautiful as you think you are.
By anonymous at 18,Mar,12 02:40

the modeling industry is BEYOND COMPETITIVE i went to some agencies and they cant do much unless u go to miami or something...duh... and every man is jealous of me b/c im super beautiful.... and no not everyone can do SOME MODELING...there are 10000's of girls tryign to be models...its VERY DIFFICULT to do ANYTHING in modeling...even getting tear sheets...there are fat women who can be successful and there are really gorgeous women who can't be...you dont know what you're talking about because you have no clue what you're talking abotu!!

there are fat/average women who make money in modeling i dont know how the fuk they do it but they do. I started to think well i guess u have to be fat to be a model now??? looks dont matter there are thousands of gorgeous girls and lots of them go into porn or become prostitutes....lots of super hot women just go into porn..b/c they cant make it as models...again youre an ignoramus who has no clue what you're talking about so get one
By anonymous at 18,Mar,12 16:00

you've obviously never watched any porn. most of them are some trailer trash low class looking bitches. not really beautiful at all. and forgot to mention all those fake boobs. you're the ignoramus here. ur some liar who doesn't know anything about modeling. and with an ugly personality. making up lies to get attention. fuck off ugly troll.
By anonymous at 21,Mar,12 15:03

Not only are you apparently ugly (cuz of men constantly rejecting you even for sex, i mean common who would turn down free pussy, just cover the face and fuck the base...rly)but your fucking retarded.I mean even if we ignore the stupid grammer and spelling mistakes you make, it sounds like your too self-concieted and a really selfish jerk who thinks that PEOPLE (NOT PEOPEL) hate you because your hot. NEWSFLASH: YOUR NOT!!! People hate you cuz ur a snob who thinks that she's better than anyone around her and always mistreated by everyone because that is the price of stupidity.
im a muslim... and i see know why people around the world give us shit.. it's because of retards like you.
Do the whole muslim nation a favour , stop sharing your thought to the whole world... or at least keep your religion anonymous >.
By anonymous at 21,Mar,12 19:34

im not a snob people pick on me b/c im really NICE...get a clue you moron...youre scum basically... and yeah im a MUSLIM the reasons muslims have a bad name is b/c of evil ppl like you you effing loser...

and yeah porn is full of not trailer trash women but lots of pretty sexy and HOT women...youre an idiot...youre the moron who knows nothing about porn...ive been in the modeling industry i know who's in it..its not trailer trash yuo loser
By anonymous at 21,Mar,12 19:37

men dont reject UGLY women you fucking moron they reject beautiful women...you have no clue..and i look like a VS model and i have 50,000 pictures of myself you fucking ignorant piece of shit...so you can live your fantasy lie here claimign im ugly and delude your arrogant self.... get help you creep...ive never seen a guy reject an ugly fat woman in my life..however im SUPER BEAUTIFUL and ive gotten rejected CONSTANTLY....all men do is REJECT Me...b/c they are insecure and jealous....you lack basic common sense you retard....or youre really ugly and have no idea what its like to be a hot girl...get a clue idiot
By anonymous at 21,Mar,12 19:59

any ugly/fat woman can get 50 boyfriends if she wants..they have men fighting them off...take it from a HOT GIRL WHO CANT GET ONE DAMN BOYFRIEND....ive NEVER had guys chase me or are interested in me-- in fact men RUN away from me cuz im pretty...this is parallel twistewd backwards planet in the 21st century...thats jsut the reality of it...if you havent GRASPED that yet youre still an idiot in clueless ville...get help moron


By Cursed at 17,Mar,12 08:54

Well I am fat and crazy. I look in the mirror daily and go:
"Mirror Mirror On the Wall"
"Who's The CRAZIEST of them ALL??"
Um, I AM I AM (waving arms like crazy)
But, I sure don't let it get me down. I just pull on my hiking boots and start gimping down the road-
All the while happily whistling
"I'm So Lucky to BE ME"
La
la, la, la la la, ouch.
I think I just pulled a muscle-
By at 21,Mar,12 15:06

It must be a fucking blast being you. What a lucky fat son of a bitch!!!


By anonymous at 17,Mar,12 10:40

Sell that pussy honey that way you can meet new people and get that cherry busted


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By anonymous at 17,Mar,12 12:50

fucking liar. she is prolly fugly and obese. i am so beautiful i cant get laid? please. how did donald trump and all those rich, old men get all those hot chicks? it's cuz of their $$$ and they're confident. some rich asshole will gladly screw you. you're BSing.
By anonymous at 18,Mar,12 02:43

yeah i am beautiful and i can't get laid....ive had guys reject me even sexually....my ex BOYFRIEND never fuked me but he'd fuk a cow i think... i get DEGRADED by men nothing else...men treat me lower than a prostitute. thats nto to say if i asked a guy to fuk me he wouldn't..im sure he wud mechanically fuk me but even then who knows...some might even say no. I once asked a guy to touch my tits and he refused---then he walked out saying "sorry i didnt do what u want"...and all i find are fat/ugly women who guys are dating...guys are always into super ugly women it seems... for being hot i just get picked on 24/7...nothing else or treated like a geeky little sister...men are sh*t and scum....i hope their dicks fall off
By anonymous at 18,Mar,12 18:18

girl-you are a conceited stuck up bitch.. i can see why no guy or girl wants to be around you..you are judgemental and mean and your soul is black which makes you uglier than youll evr know
By anonymous at 21,Mar,12 19:33

im not conceited or stuck up you stupid piece of shit...im the total opposite im super nice and ppl take advantage of me because im erally nice and kind...youre the one who's conceited...and youre the low life loser who's evil..hope you end up in hell where u belong you ugly piece of shit


By anonymous at 17,Mar,12 13:15

i pray to jesus ♥ that everyone whos life sucks get solutions x


By THE BIG SATAN at 19,Mar,13 06:11

I have an idea though: Go to a cross roads, pull down your pant/skirt whatever, put some oil or lubricating gel on your ass and pussy holes, bend down and start shouting,"One shot for $10, One shot for $10". I am damn sure within an hour you would be screwed up by more than 20 dudes. Good luck. Reply me after pulling off this act.


By anonymous at 25,Mar,13 14:58

I am 49 years old and also very attractive woman, have had lots of dates in my life. But just like your daughter, I have been shunned over and over, even by my own family. I have had people turn on me ofr no reason at all. I am a very kind person, so it is not that I do something mean. Just keeps happening. Now both of my daughter's the oldest 4 years ago shunned me then my baby the 17 year old she did the same thing 8 months ago. It nearly killed me and i have lost 40 lb's over all of this. My 29 year old son is still with me. Praise God. But I am beginning to think it may be a curse?!?! I have decided to look into other cases of good people being shunned.

My heart bleeds for you precious Angel, and I will pray for you. I too have suffered like this at the hands of my mother, sister's all men in my life and now my own daughter's who I loved more than the air I breath. I will send my story for you to hear some of it in detail.

Sara Mary


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