I am 32 and trapped living with my parents. I havent had sex in 9 years, can't drive, no job(did work at the same place for 14 years), should not drink(havent for 4 years)but really want to, joined the army and found out the truth so left it(not dishonorably), i am balding, getting fatter as the days go(gained 35 pounds since stopped working a year and a half ago), extremely lonely(but dont know how to talk to the opposite sex unless im drunk and just looking to get laid and that hasnt happened in a long time), low self-esteem, on antidepressants, pissed off at the world, not many friends(probably due to my depression about not being able to drive, i stopped going out and they stopped asking me to), lately I dont even like going outside I fear being around people most of the time(wonder if the antidepressants are making me a recluse and i feel somewhat dumber while im on them, but i cant stop taking them or my anger grows alot). I left a few things out but you get the idea, this ride called life sucks and I want my money back. | |
The military must offer some sort of program that you can get into to deal with it?
The drinking is not going to help you.
You definitely need to seek professional help- and SOON.
If you do not deal with your problem it could really take over and then you're gonna go "POSTAL"
And that my friend, is way worse than the military!
Cursed
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