I am a 31 year old male living in London and running my own company in the heart of the city. I make ok money compare to average people and even more than some people working in Bank and financial industry. But I am not happy at all.
I've got huge pressure on me - my clients are all like too demanding and sometimes I just feel like ignoring them but I can't. I have to put up a fake mask and pretend a fake posh accent everyday. I am loosing myself inside. I don't know who I am and who I wanted to be.
Although in the 'creative' business, all I do day in day out is either facing demanding clients or sitting in front of my computer working on projects that I don't believe in. I've got no social life at all. Let alone close friends who I can talk about my issues.
I so wanted to get away from this and start it all overall again with a more adventurous life. But I can't I am married and have responsibility on me. My family has a high-hope for me to be the first successful person from the family but I feel strong sense of failure inside. | |
I got some news for you though....making 10000 bucks a year is hardly success. In fact i don't even think you make quite that much. Do you have cable? I do, and it's fun to watch people like you fail at life. Cable has a lot of public failures. I bet I've seen you there.
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