first off lets get this straight i hate my life i hate everything about it, i have a mum with borderline personality disorder, i have to put up with her mood swings, and basically to put it into context i am her emotional punchbag, my mum and dad are split, but its hard to tell if they are split becuase my mum takes advantage of my dad makinhg him do jobs she doesnt want to do, which gives the imrpression to dad that he still has a chance, everybody is scared of my mum and goes alone with what she says, and i am the only person that will stand up to her after much therapy, yet now i feel like shit because i feel like im making the wrong desisions. My dad also has depression so i cant be in a bad mood when he comes home, i have hardly any faimily and the family that i did have and love abused me! I self harm to deal with the pain and now i have an eating disorder! but i dont think i have! if anybody is willing to swap their life then please do, as my life is really no easy ride. The friends that i have are little as i am scared of talking to people, but they dont understand me, and they think that y mum is a cow which i agree with! | |
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