LIFE SUCKS

Family

So firstly I'm 16 years old and live with my mum and brother. My mum and dad got divorced when I was about 12, I can remember my dad getting arrested a couple of times for assault and vice versa. My mum also had horses, which she was very attached to, but when one of them had to be put down, the vet fucked up and put the needle in where there was no vain, so it started panicking and eventually got shot. My mum ended up getting very stressed about this and along with the divorce it sent her into depression, she had to be sectioned several times. Everything went wrong from there, dad went bankrupt, finnaly divorced my mum, after countless court dates.Then she got engaged to a man, who eventually had enough and locked us out of the house which he bought for everyone to live in, essentially leaving us homeless. We stayed at my grandparents and various rented houses over the years, moved a total of 9 times. Over the entire course of this, my mum has over dosed on drugs 3 times trying to kill herself or to get attention, she has been addicted to anti-psychotic drugs and Valium. She also smoked pot for a while, because her friend, (who by the way pretended to have cancer for about a year), got her into it. This same friend was also part of the reason for the divorce of my mum and dad because she said she slept with my dad. As things slowly started to get better ( in the last 1-2years), my mum began to go into her previous state of mind, she went to the doctor and it was decided she would have to have a histadrictmay (spelt completely wrong I'm sure, but it's where your ovaries and womb is removed). She was prescribed valium, that she was previously addicted to. But then went to the doctors again and found out she was pregnant, by her ex-husband, my dad, as he had stayed over christmas. Then she had a miscarrige. I left home for only 3 weeks, have been home 1 day and already being told I'm gonna get kicked out again. Parlty as a result of this, I become frequently depressed have debated killing myself, ended up in hospital for drinking a bottle of gin on my own, nearly dieing, another 10 or so minutes and if someone hadnt found me i wouldnt be here.