I am 30 years old, female. Married for almost 2 years with no kids. I am emotionally erupted for the last few weeks infact for many years back but it comes n go and its killing me slowly when i always thought of myself is such a big failure in life and everything!
I realised i am late in everything i do ---> I have no achievements in life. Not even once. I have no hobbies since young. I got married when all my friends are already married. Friends around me have completed family = husband + kids. Friends are doing well in career while i am still searching for a right one til now. Although I have both advanced diploma & double diploma in respective courses, I didnt even manage to get hold of a job. Im married but still living with my parents while awaiting for my flat to be ready in few years time and Im in a huge debt with banks (credit cards)!
I feel so useless even people around me look up on me for what they see in me (of course they don't know what i've been going through in my life). Apparently, before my contract ended, i used to earned USD45000 annually until the 'black' moment disrupted. I didnt manage to save a single cents due to my bad shopaholic habit.
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