I'm a Man, 54 years old,I live alone (so alone).
I have No Friends.
I Can't go out (NO MONEY)
When you bother people for things because you have not,they have a tendency to hide from you,or not answer their phone if its you,or their apartment door to you.
In Fact they cut you right off.
I can't socialize about latest trends or Computer related things because my XP PRO
won't accept much for upgrades, not even service pack 1 never mind 2 or 3.
With Money I could get Windows 7 (Without Money, Not a chance).
I haven't bought clothes for about 12 Years.(NO MONEY)
I started Dumpster Diving about 4 Years Ago.(In winter real Pain).
I find somethings useful but I hate having to do this.
and the people i come across with their stupid comments and judgements as to why I look through peoples garbage (Like its their business).
But their comments Really Hurt me (I feel like crying) and I feel really low as a human being.
And it makes me not want to Dumpster dive anymore, but I have too, in hope of finding the things I need to Live.(Yes... I must Live).
God,Well its just wonderful that he loves me.But it doesn't Pay the Rent,His love doesn't put food on the table,In fact I don't Know what gods love does.
I do know what Money can do...But I don't Have any Money.
and so ends my pathetic story. | |
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