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Posted by person at March 6, 2012
Tags: Juvenile problems  2012 March  Money

On February 15, 2012, my mother and I got into another fight. Over the stupidest thing ever, as usual. This time things took a turn like I never thought they would. We majorly got into it, can't even remember what was said, it was probably all really stupid. She told me to pick somewhere, anywhere, and she would drop me off there. I naturally chose the town that my fiance was going to college in. He was in finals so he didnt even know of the situation, until I was dumped off in the parking lot.
I had to quit my job, throw away half of my things because it wouldnt all fit in the pickup, transfer my measly savings account $300 into my checking which all came out to barely $400. We spent the first night in his car. It was below freezing. The next week we got a motel room for a week for $200 the rest went towards food and gas. On our last day at the motel I was still waiting for my last check to be mailed to me. Thankfully it came the next day. Same thing, different room for another week. We have now slept at a friends house, his car, and his dorm this week. We have $4 dollars, I have no clean underwear, no where to shower. We have both filled out applications for jobs, still no answers. No income whatsoever.
My mom sent us a bogus document in the mail that she wrote herself putting my fiance in temporary custody of me. There wasnt even a place for him to sign it! She wouldnt help me even if I begged. She wants me to ask the father that molested me for help if I need it.
my fiance feels bad becuase he cant provide for me, and i feel bad because he is in this situation with me.
Im losing my faith, i feel so terribly hopeless. I go places and i feel like everyone can tell im practically living on the streets, depending on other peoples money and hospitality.
i dont know why i wrote this online, but i really felt the need to talk, or type, about it. so thank you.


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By anonymous at 09,Mar,12 21:48

God Bless You, You are going to be OK. I PROMISE you. If you will find a Bible somewhere, ANYWHERE and read the Book Of John that is contained within (4th Book in the New Testament) - God WILL talk to you. Read it all in one sitting with no interruptions and then say a pray and ask God to reveal himself to you, he will respond. Just by faith look for his response.


By anonymous at 10,Mar,12 03:01

Things will get better......this tooo shall pass. Be strong and DON'T GIVE UP. God is always there :)


By anonymous at 10,Mar,12 08:17

god won't save you that's just stupid. god laughs at us and waits for the clouds to recede to show any sunshine. you on the other hand need an umbrella. Ask yourself what you willing to do. There are tons of crafty ways to get by with only $4. not major sins but things that could make that better. You could either adhere to rules that could be repented or be too strict and uptight and make yourself miserable and unhappy until a magical force delivers you. Learn some tricks. Questions? waxmanfat2011@yahoo.com


By anonymous at 10,Mar,12 13:47

Dont listen to the waxman, idk what the hell he's talking about but whatever. Here's the deal. I'm a female who has been around every personality u can dream of- when a person as urself and so many others of us reach such crappy lows in life, there r very few places left to turn to. Idk ur situation but i can tell u that i have spent most of my adult years giving to different charities. Go grab free internet, or ask someone to use their iphone to look up the junior league (of any city in the us). And they specifically help females in a tuff time. I was living in a town where there was no $ and no one to help, and the jr league gets a ton of $ to get girls off the street.
Also, u can try almost any church-they at least will give u a room & clean clothes & warmth for a few weeks, and they help people get back on their feet. Catholic churches seem to b okay and so are methodist and lutheran. Its a place to start.
I'm scraping by rt now, but if i had the $ i would help u.
Stay strong! Dont b sad & dont b bitter. This crap happens for a reason and its us to teach us some lesson.
Idk if u have any addictions, it could just b that ur mom isnt listening to u-thats us the reason moms & kids fight. Screw it-its not important rt now, just make those calls & get to the rt people right now! I insist! Okay? I will pray hard for you and u will become a big success!
Be strong my sister!


By anonymous at 10,Mar,12 14:28

Rather funny because i was in the EXACT! And i mean almost exact situation two days ago! Expect i had no partner nor friends what so ever. You guys will be fine. A few tips.

Try and look as clean as possible always! The moment you start to look homeless people will shun you away. Blend in as much as possible. Your boyfriend is a college student at the school, maybe you can try and sneak in at nights and take a shower on campus or maybe you have a gym membership, use that for showers and to stay in shape.

Be sure your car is organized and clean so you don't lose things or bring attention to your car.

Go down to your local Social Security office ASAP! Have you and your boyfriend explain your situations individually (don't go in as a couple) and you will not regret it--they cant turn you away and you better not walk away NO MATTER WHAT THEY TELL YOU!
If your looking for more advice and or support email me at Thetwelves12@hotmail.com
Trust me, YOU CAN AND WILL MAKE IT ON THE STREETS!


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