On February 15, 2012, my mother and I got into another fight. Over the stupidest thing ever, as usual. This time things took a turn like I never thought they would. We majorly got into it, can't even remember what was said, it was probably all really stupid. She told me to pick somewhere, anywhere, and she would drop me off there. I naturally chose the town that my fiance was going to college in. He was in finals so he didnt even know of the situation, until I was dumped off in the parking lot.
I had to quit my job, throw away half of my things because it wouldnt all fit in the pickup, transfer my measly savings account $300 into my checking which all came out to barely $400. We spent the first night in his car. It was below freezing. The next week we got a motel room for a week for $200 the rest went towards food and gas. On our last day at the motel I was still waiting for my last check to be mailed to me. Thankfully it came the next day. Same thing, different room for another week. We have now slept at a friends house, his car, and his dorm this week. We have $4 dollars, I have no clean underwear, no where to shower. We have both filled out applications for jobs, still no answers. No income whatsoever.
My mom sent us a bogus document in the mail that she wrote herself putting my fiance in temporary custody of me. There wasnt even a place for him to sign it! She wouldnt help me even if I begged. She wants me to ask the father that molested me for help if I need it.
my fiance feels bad becuase he cant provide for me, and i feel bad because he is in this situation with me.
Im losing my faith, i feel so terribly hopeless. I go places and i feel like everyone can tell im practically living on the streets, depending on other peoples money and hospitality.
i dont know why i wrote this online, but i really felt the need to talk, or type, about it. so thank you. | |
Also, u can try almost any church-they at least will give u a room & clean clothes & warmth for a few weeks, and they help people get back on their feet. Catholic churches seem to b okay and so are methodist and lutheran. Its a place to start.
I'm scraping by rt now, but if i had the $ i would help u.
Stay strong! Dont b sad & dont b bitter. This crap happens for a reason and its us to teach us some lesson.
Idk if u have any addictions, it could just b that ur mom isnt listening to u-thats us the reason moms & kids fight. Screw it-its not important rt now, just make those calls & get to the rt people right now! I insist! Okay? I will pray hard for you and u will become a big success!
Be strong my sister!
Try and look as clean as possible always! The moment you start to look homeless people will shun you away. Blend in as much as possible. Your boyfriend is a college student at the school, maybe you can try and sneak in at nights and take a shower on campus or maybe you have a gym membership, use that for showers and to stay in shape.
Be sure your car is organized and clean so you don't lose things or bring attention to your car.
Go down to your local Social Security office ASAP! Have you and your boyfriend explain your situations individually (don't go in as a couple) and you will not regret it--they cant turn you away and you better not walk away NO MATTER WHAT THEY TELL YOU!
If your looking for more advice and or support email me at Thetwelves12@hotmail.com
Trust me, YOU CAN AND WILL MAKE IT ON THE STREETS!
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