Depressed and on probation for a DUI... I've always had a pretty addictive personality, and it bit me in the ass on Oct 2nd, 2009. i had a decent job doing roofing labor, a great girlfriend and all the social structure i could ever need. i turned 21 in April 09 and started hitting the bar pretty frequently. Always had such a great time at this little neighborhood bar playing pool, shooting darts, singing karaoke and of course drinking. Waited a little too long to flip my lights on one night and got popped. couple days later i said something to my boss about it, and he fired me! I couldn't handle the frustrations of probation and being unemployed. Depression set in and my girl couldn't handle that. I was a real wreck for a while after that. The only thing that really kept me sane was meeting with the counselor the court sent me to. Now I'm about half way through my 9 months of probation, and have only paid off $250 of my $2700 total of fines. I've put in over 30 paper applications, and countless apps online. I've managed to get 2 part-time jobs, but they are extremely part time. Like i can probably only count on about $300 a month. I moved back in with my alcoholic of a father and sold off pretty much everything i had of value except this computer. but i still can't afford to get my license back. I walk about 6 miles just about everyday to beg around town for some work. well, I'm done venting. i can't afford anymore counseling, so hopefully this might make me feel a lil better. | |
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