So, I'm 24 years old. My life is going nowhere.
I have the social skills of a one year-old.
No love and it's especially complicated with my being gay and all.
I don't have too many friends or one that is considered to be the best, having a trust issue to confide in anyone.
I'm not keen on my appearance either.
I have no job at the moment and no one would hire me, as for school - I'm intrested in only two majors - while one isn't even being taught at the university which I will never be able to admit because of my low score at the SAT.
My relation with my family members is weird to some extent and my head's full of disturbing thoughts that keeps me awake at night, turning from side to side.
I also lost my belief in god and rendered myself an Atheist.
No cruel sadistic bastard could allow all the bad things that happen in this world and if so, he's far from being a knowing-all.
I really would like to state something positive, but the only thing I have is my health and the ability to see the sun shines.
I would also like to tell myself that it's just a bad temp situation, but nothing budges. | |
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