I have been dating a girl that I love... we lived together for 1.5 years. She is from Mexico. I love her so much. At the beginning of the Feb, she had to get back to Mexico to undergo a surgery on her uterus. I love her and she is my soul mate... but the problem is that she is 9 years older than me... I am 24... My family will never let me get married with someone 9 years older than me... so I have to choose between her and my family... on the other hand, we could just love each other so blindly that we forget the dreadful future waiting for us... a battle between me and her and my family... but, I broke up with her on the phone yesterday and now my life is a hell. I have to walk on the beach at least 5 hours everyday to make myself calm down... and I am not sad because of myself, I am sad for her... she thinks that I was lying to her when I told her I love her... and besides, she found out that she has to remove her uterus and she will never be able to have children... so I have left her at the worst time possible... I am crying all the time and I can't get out... on the other hand I am a very busy phd student and I have a big presentation this week that I haven't even prepared a word... my moods are changing so rapidly... my room is so much filled up with her incense... I have still some of her clothes and I wash them with my tears... I am helpless... life sucks.... the only thing that makes me calm is when I do meditation... but as soon as my meditation finishes my peace wanes life a drop of water in hell | |
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Bridgie Hart
YOU FUCKING DUMB ASS! GO FUCKING GET HER? DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA MISERABLE AND EMPTY THIS WORLD IS? YOU HAVE A CHANCE TO FIND A SMALL AMOUNT OF HAPPINESS ON THIS MISERABLE ROCK FLOATING IN A ENDLESSLY COLD AND BITTER VACUME OF A SHIt BUCKET AND YOUR THROWING IT AWAY! YOU KNOW HOW MANY THOUSANDS OF KIDS SIT AROUND FOSTER HOMES? GETTING RAPED AND THE SHIT BEAT OUT OF THEM! FUCKING GET OVER YOURSELVES!!!!! Nigger
You are never gonna find love again, you will be so lost and alone, you probably wasted your great chance of happiness (the one it happens once in life) you are a big loser! Yeah your life sucks, and is getting worst I guess
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