In the last two years,a little more actually i have lost in order..My job,my grandparents,my saveings,my new store that was gonna change the world for me,my apartment,my mustang,and than my fiance.
The world revolves around money and it will all crumble without it and anyone that thinks they can prove you can live a great life broke never has.
It simply wont work these days,without money you will wind up 34 years old single and living at home looking at all these bullshit scams that they try to pass off as jobs on craigslist.
When I was at my low I SOLD MY FUCKIN MUSTANG FOR $8K,the money lasted 3 months because that is 3 months worth of bills and a few beers a day at happy hour so i can sleep.
I also developed a severe anxiety problem in the middle of the downfall resulting to being prescribed xanax,wich basically is an off switch for your penis and motivation.
Big E Smalls once said dont be mad UPS is hiring...there not.
I am actually a good looking dude and have girls hitting on me all the time but what am gonna do,bring them to my room in my parents house?A relationship will not work without money and all girls in Brooklyn think there Snookie or Paris Hilton so they dont work,god forbid..but for some reason they go to college.
The one good thing is that took all this agression to the gym and have gained 20 lbs of solid muscle.
So now i'm a 6ft 220 lb pissed off broke guy walking around brooklyn looking for a job. | |
i suffer from anxiety too. good thing is you are working out. and exercise really helps relieve anxiety. have you tried the herbal stuff and vitamins before going on prescribed meds? st. john's wort? b vitamins? i took zooloft but only for a short while. after that, i just switched to vitamins and they help. if you ever want to talk, my email is nbaz123@homail. best of luck.
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