What to do ? it sucks | | Posted by anonymous at February 28, 2012 | | Tags: 2012 February |
I am an Asian male age 36 and a very sensitive person.
I spent 16 years of my life believing and hoping that something good will turn out from all the hardship I have experienced.
my mom and dad left me with my uncle and aunts. They technically used me to acquire monetary benefits from my grandparents. I am a closeted queer. I tried to have str8 relationship and I believed that i can change (becoming str8). I tried to work as hard as i can to earn an save to have a better life. People just take advantage of my work and grab it for them. I tried fighting them but there are instances that it is really of no use. I live alone no relationship.
I have friends but does not really treat me as true friends. I really trying my best to be sociable. I am just so tired of trying to improve myself and eventually end up to nothing. I had always believed that GOd is with me and is guiding me, but lately .. i am just holding on to this faith. I don't know where my life will go from here. I am tired and lost.
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