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When you google I hate my life

Posted by anonymous at February 27, 2012
Tags: Appearance  Attitude  2012 February  Loneliness

You find this sight. Well I hate my life. I'm 34 and my life is stuck in neutral. I've never succeeded at anything for very long. I'm broke and need antidepressants and can't afford the ones that actually work! A typical day for me involves getting up stumbling around making tea, trying not to rip everyone's head off because I feel so miserable inside. And then trying not to cry all day every time something upsets me. And well being depressed a lot of things upset me.

I feel so fucking alone, even though I have great friends. My partner has no clue. . . We haven't had sex in 6 months. And not for lack of me wanting too.

Oh did I mention that I am fucking FAT. I weight 350 pounds. I have an issue with binge eating. And being depressed it's easy to overeat. I was dieting, lost weight for a couple weeks, then got in a fight with my spouse an BAM a week of binging I couldn't seem to stop for nothing, every bite of food making me feel more miserable about my lack of control. All the weight back...

What the fuck is wrong with me!

So I hate my life, and see no way it's going to get better anytime soon.


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By anonymous at 04,Mar,12 22:10

" Well I hate my life. I'm 34 and my life is stuck in neutral. I've never succeeded at anything for very long. I'm broke and need antidepressants and can't afford the ones that actually work! A typical day for me involves getting up stumbling around making tea."

That's me all the way. Going on mid 30s, a nothing, broke, no way of getting good medicine, walking around the house drinking coffee and tea. Jesus I wish you were right next door we could have tea and crumpets at noon and complain about our non existent love life as we browse for better dildos.

I guess try to get out of the house more, Ive been trying to force myself out into the ugly outside world too.

By anonymous at 05,Mar,12 16:02

do you work? seems like you are miserable because you have nothing to do. find a job to keep you busy. or if not an activity that you enjoy doing. whatever it may be.
and you should do that whenever you get upset and get the urge to eat.

i would suggest going out for a walk instead of binge eating. anytime you feel it coming on, go out and get some fresh air. it will really get your head clear and make you feel better as opposed to binge eating which will only make you feel worse afterwards. don't diet, it's depriving. just eat when you're hungry and exercise. eat whatever you want but just less of it than before.

By anonymous at 14,May,12 18:04

I feel the same: 34, broke as fuck to the point that I'm considering letting everything go to shit. Can't keep a job because every thing I get pays pennies and requires you to do 200 roles. I get frusrated then quit. This has been going in since I left high school which was over 15 yrs ago. I could never figure out what I wanted to study so I attempted every subject and hated it. I even moved to NY to study fashion and three yes later and a broken heart by my ex I was forced to move back home to live with parents. Fast forward 6 yrs and I'm in the same fucking boat as I was when I graduated hs at 17. Nothing going for me. I'm suicidal. I used to be a cutter. Was a drug addict. Then stopped it all but I'm still depressed. I just wish I could fix myself. My thoughts get the best of me. I try over and over to improve but fail miserably. I hate myself. I understand how you feel. I don't know how my bf puts up with my shit.
By anonymous at 14,May,12 18:06

Oh and to add to my comment above: I had a miscarriage last yr so that didn't help at all. I fail at everything.
By anonymous at 14,May,12 18:09

(continued) .... No career, no kids, no purpose. Just managing hoping one day things will get better but it always comes back to the same shit: me quitting jobs, behind on bills, suicidal thoughts.

By anonymous at 21,Aug,12 23:22

i continue. I hate girls and women. Fuck you evil sluts.

By anonymous at 01,Sep,12 01:23

and my final comment to all of you who harassed me is FUCK YOU ASSHOLES.

By anonymous at 04,Apr,13 13:39

I'm 30. I have a kid who hates me, a bf who doesn't care about me a job that I hate No one else will hire me! ( trust me I've been trying). I'm over weight and just to lazy and depressed to do anything about it. I've never finished anything. Never! I tried to talk to my bf about it and he told me he has his own problems and can't deal with mine right now. Pffft. I'm a fucking winner!! I'm a shitty mother. I'm the only person she's rude too, doesn't do anything I ask! Not very good at school, but she won't talk to me about it cause, like I said, she fucking hates me. And I'll just leave it alone cause its easier then pulling teeth. Oh did I mention, I'm poor?!?! And all my friends and getting married, buying house, getting promotions and having babies in there great relationships and I can hardly pay rent and put food in the fridge. I hate my life and just want to disappear!

By anonymous at 07,Sep,13 01:35

I've been working as an uneducated chef for 18 years now.
I only make 13 dollars an hour .. I've been with the same peace of
shit company for over 7 years. I'm one of there best cooks !!!
It doesn't matter how good my food is or the fact that I train
new recruits and deal with a hot kitchen all weekends .. I'm 34
and going nowhere .. My hard work does not pay off.. My
Girlfriend hates me cause I'm a 34 , broke, and broken down
Physically and mentally.. Working so hard and new getting ahead
Has turned me into a bipolar work zombie .. Life fucken sucks

By anonymous at 07,Sep,13 01:39

Another thing this country sucks, the world sucks, and so does
My job.. South Florida is nice to visit and vacation but the truth is
That its to fucken hot and People get paid like shit down here

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