LIFE SUCKS

I suck at living life.

I feel like my whole life has been the definition of failure. I had no friends in high school. I've had like two friends my whole life, who I can't even see anymore because they're in a different country. I wasted four years of my life in college getting a useless degree (two years ago) and I currently have no job and no friends. I have a condition where my hands sweat constantly, which is embarrassing, kills my confidence, and holds me back from doing many things I want to do in life. I read that only 2.8% of the population in the USA has that condition (just my luck).

I've never had a girlfriend (never even kissed a girl. yeah you read that right. haha.). Girls don't even look at me. Girls sometimes even outright ignore me when I'm just trying to ask for directions. I guess I shouldn't be surprised since I'm only 5'9, skinny, and look like a little kid. Whenever I see other people with their friends, I tell myself that I like being alone so I feel better. Anyway, I can't land a job. I've been to interviews, where I passed the written exams, but still got rejected when it came to the actual interview, probably, because I suck at talking to people. I have to move back to my parent's house because I'm a total failure and can't even get a job. I know life isn't fair, but maybe, I did something to deserve all this. I know all of this my fault. I think I just suck at living life.

Thanks to whoever took the time to read this. Just had to get that off my chest.