LIFE SUCKS

feel like a ghost

it all started when i met my ex partner he has destroyed every bit of me all my life just been tossed aside when my mother pissed on that stick and it turned blue i didnt stand a chance from there i suffer from eupd and severe depression my ex didnt help with that he was a fuking violent animal who took pleasure in hurting me when i was carrying his children i have four beautiful babies from him and hes took it away my kids have gone into care because i has enough of his games he pushed to beating him and smashing a hall way mirror over his head social services took my children said they were at risk of emotional neglect my world has been ripped apart he has lost me my babies just to break me he wasnt allowed unsupervised contact he lost his babies after he masterbated under bridges at women now hes killed me all my children have is me i have no family there dads family doesnt care im shutting down ive been in hospital twice now because of my so called mental health i love my babies so much my heart is brocken ever heard the expression he died from a brocken heart well its true