LIFE SUCKS

My life is screwed up.

Hi, my name is Tajmia, or you can call me Taj. This January 1st I met a guy on facebook, and we totally have everything in common--we get along great. Here's a huge problem--he lives in India, and I live in the middle east. My dad just married a physco-strict-muslim woman who is so strict it tears my life apart. She forced me to delete my facebook account, she took my room away, and told me that i couldn't go to college in Sathyamagalam, India. She also never lets me leave the house unless for work or to hang out with my best friend, but i dont even remember the last time that happened. My step mom is so extremely lazy so i have to (like i have always since i was 5) cleaned the floors, dishes, and the whole house, and cook, and do everything for them. Not to mention that i'm 19 with a full time job from 6am to 7pm working Monday-Saturday every week. I have never gotten one break, except for last week i got 2 days off, (half days). And my boyfriend is so upset that i cannot come that he tells me my heart is broken because of you, and how i make him feel sad and depressed and he got drunk last night because of me. Why does life suck so much! And for the last 3 days, i have stayed up all night trying to figure out how to call international numbers, and finally i know how to , and when i texted him, (apparently it didnt work, which is true , but im still trying to fix it) he said, no i didnt get it. and then he went on how he was drunk and everything, and I told him, "You obviously dont realize how much effort i put into this relationship so we can still be together." it's true, he doesnt even see all the hard work i'm doing because i love him, he only cares about himself, and his feelings, Currently, I am forced to be engaged to someone my new sucky mother in law chose for me, i live on the batheroom floor in my parents house, because i'm not allowed to leave the house, i;m their made now, and i can only cook clean and eat some food while i live there. she even gave away my dog because she hates animals. he was 3 years old, and my best friend ever. i know that might sound stupid but you animal lovers out there know how it is when your attached to a cute baby poodle. anyways and also, i'm not allowed to eat dinner because i said you suck after she slapped me, so now i weigh 90lbs, and i'm 19. my boss wants me to work sundays now because they're business is getting even more busy, and i'm freaking out, i'm losing weight i'm losing my sanity, and i dont know what the hell to do. life sucks. thank you for hearing my story.