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Hate my life....

Posted by confused at February 10, 2012
Tags: Family  2012 February  Juvenile problems  Money

I'm 19 years old, can't afford college because my dads income is high but he takes care of 4 other daughters and my mother. My parents can't pay for college nor does financial aid help me in anyway. Tap gives me around 100 bucks, not enough for anything. I am obese, I've been trying to lose weight for a long time! Dropped 45 pounds but can't lose anymore weight. I constantly get into fights with my mother, I don't have any type of money, I loaned someone 1,000 bucks but haven't received a penny back. I'm flat broke, can't find a job because I only have 2 short experiences. MCDONALDS won't even get back to me. I can't find a soul mate. I'm dating online. LIFE JUST SUCKS.. Nothing goes my way, I've been fighting for months for a job, school, any type of happiness.. Everything is just that bad.

I find myself crying all the time but I still go out and look for a job, anything. But I get nothing and nowhere. I keep lying to myself, one day I'll lose weight and join the NAVY but who am I kidding? I'm not even fit to work as a bagger in a grocery store. To think this is the life........


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By anonymous at 21,Feb,12 01:25

hey man i feel ya, ive been trying to eat healthy and work out but i dont have the commitment, im 20, no job, i go to school but it doesnt fulfill me, im only happy when i am distracted, but alot of the time im bored wiht nothing to do...i suggest just do stuff plan your week out and check it off as you go...maybe mediate, put on some music and just think make some goals and start accomplishing them but start small...my biggest problem was setting too big goals and not being able to reach them so i just quit...hope this helps man


By at 21,Feb,12 16:39

i am so sorry about what you are going through. i am in the same position, but at least you have some hope left and that helps a lot. that hope keeps you going until you get there to that place where you want to be. you seem like a great person, a survivor who perseveres. even though you have been met with so much negativity, you keep trying. so keep doing what you are doing and be positive. and you are young. only 19. i am in my mid 20's and still have yet to get my associates, forget bachelors. i am in the same position, cannot get financial aid but don't have $$ to pay tuition. paying for college is soooooo espensive. and to top it off, i have been unemployed since the new year and keep trying to get a job. so keep trying. apply everywhere you need to. part time, whatever. try interning to gain some experience or do temp jobs.

as far as your weight loss goes, CONGRATS! 45 pounds is a lot. after losing that much, you just have hit a plateau. it happens to everyone trying to lose weight. when you first start out, you lose a lot and then your body hits a plateau and it's harder to lose those last pounds than the first. i would suggest switching it up. doing different exercises or something else to trick your body and jumpstart your metabolism again. i hope you didn't lose weight in a bad way like starving yourself/going on extremely low calories diets because that really messes up your metabolism. you need to EAT to lose weight. eat 3-4 hours. 6 mini meals. drink lots of water. do weigh training. exercising will help improve your mood as well as helping towards getting to your goal weight.

i know everything seems bleak right now but you are young and you have a lot of ahead you. you are already seem to be on the right track with looking and not giving up. keep doing that and something will come up. good luck!


By at 23,Feb,12 15:35

I'm dealing with this kind of problem 2. I'm 23 years old. I can't find a girlfriend. Girls think that I'm creepy.
I can't get laid and I'm a virgin. I can't find a job anywhere bcz no body wants to hire me bcz I'm unemployed. I owe my Grandma $212 bcz of a car accident that I got into last summer. The accident wasn't even my fault. The truck that I was driving had 2 many miles on it. It was a piece of shit. It kept wanting to break down on me all the time. The truck was sucking me money dry. I was also looking for a job at that time bcz My step dad kicked me out of the house bcz he didn't want me there and he wouldn't me there. The job that I had while I was living with my mom and step dad was 2 fucking lazy to get me a transfer. 1 of my friends screwed me over on a place to stay so I had to live with roommates up in Michigan. My grandma said she would help me with anything that I need and told me not 2 worry about paying back the loan until I get a decent job. I did find a job while living with roommates in Michigan but they didn't give me enough hours in a week for me to make it on my own or to pay back the loan. I only had this job for 2 months and then out of nowhere they fired me bcz they said they didn't have enough money to have me work there. U know what I think they shouldn't have hired me to begin with.
I found another job a week later and it was at Sherwin-Williams and even this job wouldn't give me enough hours in a week for me to make it on my own or to pay off the money that I owe my grandma. After 3 weeks working there my trucks starts taking a shit on me and this time for good. It kept spitting and sputtering. My uncle tried to fix it bcz I didn't have money to take it to a garage and it still wouldn't stay fixed. I had to move out of my roommates trailer and sell my piece of shit truck. Move to South Carolina with my dad. Walmart called me for an interview and by the time I got down there I called them about the interview and there not even fucking hiring.
So now I'm stuck in South Carolina. No money to pay off the loan. I still can't find a fucking job anywhere.
Its boring as hell down here. I fucking hate living at home. My siblings live here with me bcz there 2 lazy 2 get a job and save money 2 live on there own. They quit there jobs bcz of stress. Like they even know what it is.
I miss my mom and my friends. I was happier in Indiana even though I was struggling so bad.
Why won't anything work out for me?
What the fuck did I do to deserve this?
I'm fucked no matter what I do.
I would kill for some weed right now.
Maybe I'l just overdose on pills and alcohol and die in my sleep...I hope the world does end this year...


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